tw; friends leaving
based on: a close friend hurting me, then having to abandon them.
alive
dean m.
his efforts never seemed to suffice
no one seemed to applaud for him when he was doing well
but life isn't like that
sometimes you don't get praise
sometimes people don't like you
his friend had betrayed him
called him a disappointment and simply threw him and the rest of his friends away
almost like an old, dusty newspaper
and even though he didn't have any self worth
he knew the others didn't deserve that
she didn't deserve it
he didn't deserve it
neither did he
but he wanted it
the only one that seemed to care about them tossing them away was x.
x always cared
about every
little
thing
it got annoying
definitely
but d was x's boyfriend
he couldn't just blatantly confront him about it unless he wanted x dead
life seemed to be full of various let down's and disappointments
