every smile you fake

Part 1

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My names Avarie lambe, nick name, Ava. I go to sacred heart high school, Ottawa Ontario, I am fifteen years old. I am the most popular girl in the school. I have long not thin but not thick hair with brown eyes. I am really short. I am fifteen and I am 5.3.  I wear quite a bit of makeup and my go to outfit is hoodies and tights with timberlands or checkered lace up or slip on vans depending on the weather. I usually straighten my hair but I curl it to. I have dark rose gold round reading glasses that are flat at the top I have Instagram. @ avarielambe. I have a group of friends. Cam Hubbard, blonde wavy hair, blue eyes, tall, Finn Hagerty brown hair, brown eyes, medium height, Logan Brown, brownish red hair, brown eyes, freckles, same height as Finn,  lea Colton second shortest girl, blonde thin hair, freckles, glasses, Jane cate, thick light brown hair, brown eyes, Laura spinney, longest hair, blonde, brown eyes, tall. I am apparently the "short pretty one" I have a ski trip on Friday, January 11th. I am going to go ski with ben cooper, my crush, I am really excited. he has messy brown hair and brown eyes. He is in my class, we hung out a couple times, even though he is a lot taller than me. he has an amazing sense of humor and a really kind heart. I really like him. I am going to ski with his friends to, josh Coldburg, Jackson young, and nick Handleson. I am excited. 

I got out of bed and took off my reading glasses and undid my messy bun in the mirror. I took off ben's white zoo York hoodie as I had forgot I stole it from him. I slipped off my white joggers, and threw on a pair of black leggings and a bright navy blue oversized, hoodie from camp arrowhead we went to with the school last year. I straightened my long blonde, wavy hair so it was down to almost my elbow. I put it in a messy, lazy half up ponytail, just pulling the hair back and going with it. I pulled out two strands in the front. I pulled out my iPhone XR with a matte red case and played thank you next, my song, off apple music. I attached it to my surround sound speakers in my room. and did my makeup that was a natural look, with perfect half natural, half glam eyebrows. I started singing, going into my bathroom and putting in my small stud diamond earrings, along with my rings, sliding them over my plain ass nails with no paint and as short as they can be. I threw on my tan timberlands and my tan faux wool jacket from garage and my black pompom plain hat I grabbed my checkered vans backpack. And walked out my house, nine kollo drive. I walked out my house to see cam walking down the road, with his tan jacket and tims. I walked beside him "hey" he brought me a bagel and hot chocolate from tims like he does everyday. "thanks" I say grabbing the tray and eating the bagel. we reach our bus stop and I check the time, 6:47 "two minutes" I say. he nods. I put my phone away. my background is a picture of me and our friend group at Saunders farm, then a different night of me and ben as my lock screen. I look directly up at him, since I am only a little taller than an average 12 year old. I remember that age, 4 foot 8."what's wrong?" I ask "lea" I cringe "why?!" "she teased me cuz I wore a pink ball cap, I feel I can't be me around her" "look she is one of my besties, if I know her, she is mad at  someone and Is taking out on someone who she know she can't get rid of so she doesn't loose a friend." I giggle. he smiles "ya your right" I elbow him in the forearm since that's where my arm is on him. I giggle as does he. Our bus came and I threw my trash in the garbage at the front, leaving me with a hot chocolate only. we sat in the back with Logan, Laura, jane and lea I look like they are babysitting me lol. but I wear more makeup than all of them combined though so that's a sign I'm the same age we listened to thank you next as the boys rated girls on Instagram. we got there after a 40 minute bus ride. we un boarded and went in to our lockers. Mine is right next to janes, in hall c, the blue hall. our lockers were a bluey green. with a dark blue trim. I got to my locker undoing the white lock with blue numbers. "soooo, you and ben huh?" I blushed and semi hid my head in my full sized locker. the polaroid's in my locker hung by black circle magnets dangled at the sudden movement of my locker bursting open. I grabbed my white binder with small pink polka dots on it and opened it, revealing a plastic white folder for each subject pressed against the dark pink interior of the binder, my colored paper dividers with my neat tiny writing imprinted into them swaying with the movement of my binder. I grab my Lula pencil case with blue black and pink flag like shapes on it. she giggles as I slam my locker, revealing my flushed, makeup face. I put my binder and pencil case in my backpack, grabbing my stuff for dpa, since we have forty minutes of it before everything on Mondays. I fixed my black hat as I ran to ben, my back pack swaying, hitting my sweater hidden under my tan jacket as my tan timberlands slapped the pavement. I reached ben, I knew it was him from his gray hat with a pom pom. And his gray puffy jacket with orange and gray plaid lining the top. I also saw the green and blue back pack. I giggled and jumped on his back. he laughed and put me down, his back pack puling on his shoulders as he did so. His friends started pretending to be boyfriend and girlfriend. I giggled. he hugged me for about a minute until he realized what his friends were doing. He turned around and started chasseing them and wrestling them in a playful manner. I laughed and watched them. "he is not my boyfriend" janes voice mocked from behind. I laughed as she walked up to me, her light pink vans back pack with her brown coat and lilac gray hat and mittens. "I love you" I checked my Instagram as I took a picture of my self while I was waking out the door with a question bar adding it to my story. I also took a mirror pick in my bathroom before I went to leave with a sticker that said Monday in the bottom corner of the picture. I added both to the mee and outfits highlights. I had a million questions, since I had 4,903 followers. We posted old pics of us and current pics of right now, answering the questions. one of them was mo bama or sicko mode? we said how abt both? dpa started so I put my phone inn my bag. I reached 3,879 likes on all three of my new posts, and 2,476 comments, they are all pictures of me in my bikini in Dominican republic. I put my bag down beside jane and bens, since they are the only ones in my dpa class, we lined our bags against the wall and ran to the circle. my timberlands crunching the snow under my foot, leaving a mark. we just talked about our ski trip Friday. I kept rubbing arms with ben as we stood in the circle, I touched our bare hands, and he connected them. I held his forearm with my other hand. he smiled