Behind Closed Doors

"YOU CAN PAY US BACK RIGHT NOW"

*TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ RAPE AND SELF HARM*

Belle drifts into a deep slumber with Emily's kiss lingering on her lips and the feeling of her arms around her.

-BELLE'S DREAM-

She's walking into school wearing her usual attire, a black crop top, a black skirt, a pair of purple boots. She sees all the people in their little clusters but they stop when she walks past like they do every morning. She gets used to the stares more and more everyday, guess that's what happens when you're the most popular girl in the school. She knows who she's walking to, it's the same everytime. Cameron. He greets her with his usual "hey sexy..." in his deep flirty tone, grabs her waist and she, like usual, turns her head and greets his friends which I guess are also her friends... She doesn't know who's her friend anymore. Cameron drags her away around the corner and asks her to "come to his house tonight for a party" she agrees... because she has to... The day skips and before she knows it she's getting ready for the party. She puts on her lucky underwear and wears her favourite party dress, a black skin tight dress that shows off her figure and her long tanned legs and she slides on her favourite black heels and puts on her leather jacket and heads to Cameron's house. She walks through the door and she immediately realises somethings wrong. The party is just Cameron and a few of his creepy mates sat on his sofa talking... They all go silent when they realise she's walked in. Cameron says "come over here baby... Don't be worried, its only us" he gestures for her to sit on his lap, she does so because well... she's scared of him. His friends carry on talking to him, sometimes involving her in the conversation. His friends also keep giving her alcohol, which she accepts so she can relax a bit. Soon she gets intoxicated and Cameron suggests she goes upstairs and lays down for a bit. She says she doesn't want to but he and his friends end up carrying her upstairs. She thanks them and says she'll pay them back tomorrow. Suddenly one of the mates say "you can pay us back right now" and winks. She laughs at him and says "don't be silly" and laughs again. Cameron quickly has a serious look on his face and says "cmon Belle it's the least you can do". Belle suddenly realised what's about to happen... she says no one last time but its too late... Cameron is pulling her dress down... Removing her bra... Her underwear... She turns her face to the wall and closes her eyes... His friends start removing their belts... Cameron starts to touch her breasts...

She wakes up with a start, sweating and breathing heavily. She remembers it all over again. That moment. She grabs a pillow and starts to cry. Why... Why does she keep reliving the moment...She wipes her tears and grabs the blade from under her bed and slashes her leg over and over, each one deeper than the first, blood dripping down her leg. She has a shower and gets dressed for school.