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Taymor looked over at his therapist and gave her a look of sadness. Ever since Nahmir went missing 3 months ago, he couldn't help but to feel broken.
"Baby you need to move on, I know it's hard but Nick would want you to find someone else." She said as she took his hand into hers.
Tay looked at her before sighing. He couldn't move on. How could he love another when his heart was stuck on Nick?
He grabbed his car keys and stormed out of her office. He was tired of her telling him to move on.
He was tired of trying to forget nick.
He was tired of waking up in the middle of the night crying and begging for him to come home.
He was tired of going through treatment for his aids.
He was tired of that voicemail replaying over and over in his head.
He was tired.
As he drove on the freeway he could feel himself becoming angry at life. Nothing seemed to be going his way these past few months and he was fed up.
Fed up with everything going on with him.
Taymor gripped his steering wheel with tears in his eyes and began to hyperventilate.
He wondered what it would be like to be numb. To not hurt anymore. To feel happy.
Do it.
He could hear the voices begin to come back.
No ones gonna miss you anyways.
"UGH!" Taymor yelled out in annoyance as he pressed his foot harder on the gas.
The only person who ever loved you is DEAD.
No....
Just do it.
N-n-no....
No more hurt.
No more hurt?
You'll finally be with nick again.
I will?
Just crash the car, you'll be dead so quick it won't even hurt.
Y-your right.
Taymor pressed his foot all the way on the gas and took his hand off the wheels. He smiled as the car began to flip over and over.
He could hear the screams of bystanders and other cars stomping on the breaks.
No more.
He was finally free.
He didn't have to suffer anymore.
Nick, he was coming for you.
Save him a spot.
..... good job idiot.
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The end! Guys I just wanna say I know this book was pure trash but hopefully y'all understood this chapter. If not read below.
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When Stokeley kidnapped Nahmir , he basically beat him and all that other stuff crazy people do.
Taymor did go to the police to search for Nahmir but after a few days they gave up and the case went cold.
Taymor began to get depressed and suicidal due to the drugs he got addicted to.
So eventually he decided to kill himself.
The last sentence "..... good job idiot." Is basically saying how Tay was an idiot for killing himself because nick was still alive and waiting to be rescued.
