I'm lost

Chapter 2: Sabrina Hennesey Ayala

"Hoyy! Babae! Gaga ka talagaa! San ka ba nagpunta kagabe? Nag-alala kame sayo ni Rick. Bigla ka na lang nawala sa party!" sigaw ni Rocky.

Uhh. I want some peace of mind. How can I have it when this shit is always shouting. By the way, highways, subway, she's one of my bestfriend. Even though she's very loud and tactless I really appreciate her care and love so I love her like a sister too.

"Arghhh! Can you please be quiet? We dont own this coffee shop for you to shout so loud! JUST SO YOU KNOW? Dale?!" I murmured coz she got the attention of everybody. Dinaig pa nya ang megaphone. :/

Yeaah! I call her Dale whenever Im feeling obnoxious. Her full name was Rocky Dale Sebastian. They own academies/colleges around here in Manila. Rich kid no? Pero she's so simple and humble and generous and so more adjectives.

"Where have you been last night? Tell me!" Inis niyang sabe.

I did'nt react coz I know she will guess logically. Instead, I stared at her.

Her eyes open wide. She sip in his latte and murmured

"OM MY GOSHHH SAB! Dont tell me :O kanino?"

A tear fell from my eyes and said

"I don't know him. We just met. Im so wasted last night and I was looking for you and Rick kase gusto ko mag CR but I thought umuwi na kayo"

"Stupid Sabrina! Kelan pa tayo nag iwanan? How did you met this guy last night?" She curiously asked while getting closer to my face.

"After I pee, I opened the door of the cubicle then I saw him. So I shouted! And he kissed me to shut me up. Akala ko girls CR yung napasukan ko sa boys pala. Tanga ko. Pakshet!"

"Ay tanga talaga!" She calmly said and rest in the couch.

"Oh my goodness, Sabrina Hennesey Ayala! Matalino ka naman! Mayaman! Mabait! Maganda! Matapang! Masigasig! at Marangal kang babae! Pero ang tanga mo teh! BAKETTTTTT???!!!! CR lang ng boy at girls di mo pa ma-identify?!" Dagdag niya.

Yeah! She's true. Im smart, In fact, Im included at the dean's lister taking BS Business Administration in a prestigious university here in Manila. I humbly say na may kaya kame, we owned malls along Quezon City and other provinces. My parents are into business that's why I inherit my business skills sa kanila. I also have the deceiving looks but I know I am perfectly imperfect (You guys will get to know me pagdating ng next chapters)

"Like what I said. Im wasted. Im so drunk. I cant think normally!? :'(" I sob.

"Kelan ka pa nagisip normally? Lage kang abnormal!" Sabe nya.

"Uyy! Grabe ka naman! Sama mo na ha! Comfort mo nalang ako. Please?! :(" Im acting like a child para naman maawa sya. Haha.

"Susunod dito si Rick. Lagot ka! Sesermonan ka non. Daig pa nya tatay mo kung mag alala sayo kagabe! Sabe ko na eh! May feelings talaga yon sayo si bakla! Torpe lang!" Kwento niya.

Rick nga pala as in Hedrick Van Briones. His family owns a small business but its growing gradually. I look at him like my brother. They are almost the same. They are both independent, handsome and wise. Kaya di ako magtataka kung sa future siya ang maghahandle ng business nila at siya ang magpapalaki lalo non.

I glance at the door of the coffee shop and saw Hedrick.

"Oh ayan na pala eh! Speaking of the gay! Hahahaha!" I zestfully said. Hindi naman niya narinig coz our area was quite distant from the shop's door.

"Hey Sab! Hey Ugly!" As he wave his hand to us.

Ugly tawag niya kay Rocky. We always caught Rocky sleeping at the bench sa school then sabe ni Rick ang panget niya matulog. Then that was the start of his endearment.

I wave back then ito naman si Ugly ay este si Rocky umirap lang. They both looks so cute. For me, they actually fit for each other. ;)

He ordered a coffee jelly frap and tatlong banoffee pie. It's my favorite. He really knows me well.

"Hoy Sab! Anong nangyare sayo kagabe? Pinag alala mo ako! Kame!" Rick stated.

"Ehem! Ikaw lang naman talaga sobrang nag alala. Ako, alala lang. Ikaw, alalang alala" Rocky said sarcastically.

"Uyy! Thankyou sa concern! Sinundo nalang ako ng driver kagabe. Akala ko kase iniwan niya na ako. Sorry guyth huh? I love youu bothh! Kiss nga! Hahahaa!" I joked

Rocky stared at me like anong-driver-ang-pinagsasabe-mo look. I winked at her para sumangayon nalang sa sinabi ko kay Rick.

"Buti naman! Next time magpaalam ka ha. Or magtext ka man lang sa amin." Rick said

We have a lot of conversation. They shared their all abouts last nights party. They met new friends from other universities. But me? What can I say or either share? I was gone early last night. I cant say that I enjoyed the fucking session with someone I dont know. Someone anonymous and all I can remember was his first name --- Rac.

My mind speaks as it is longing for him. "Rac, where are you?"