Fate's Humor - Serendipity (YoonMin)

Undelivered Feelings

Kim Taehyung

"Do you want to go home?" I asked coldly because my fiancé kept checking his phone while I slowly savor my ice cream.

I knew that Jin are only going on these dates that I've insisted because of the arranged marriage that our parents agreed on. But at least, he should act a bit interested.

"Huh?" Jin finally looked at me. "Are you done with your ice cream Taehyung-ah?"

"Not yet"

"Then finish it first. Don't worry about me" Jin said then returned his gaze back to his phone.

"Who are you texting?" I tried to peaked at his phone but Jin quickly flip it so that I won't see his screen. "You're not cheating on me, aren't you?" I squinted my eyes and stared at Jin with doubt.

Jin just chuckled. "Are you jealous?"

"I-Im not jealous. I just don't want to get cheated on even though our relationship are..you know..just our parents' idea"

Jin nodded in understanding. "I'm just texting my Best Friend so don't worry"

"I may looked like a heartbreaker to you because of my handsome face.." I rolled my eyes but Jin just ignored my reaction and continued. "...but I assure you I won't cheat"

Jin grabbed my hand and messed up my hair. I kept my expression neutral even though my heart is drumming inside my chest because of the gesture.

We've known each other since we were kids but we never had the chance to be friends. Most of our encounters were filled with brief 'hi's" and "hello's". But it is really hard not to take notice and catch feelings for Jin even on those quick moments. His presence are really remarkable. And he's naturally nice and friendly to everyone.

I often find him casually making conversations with anyone he met at the party. And I'm always stuck on observing him from afar.

"I know that it is not easy for you to marry someone you don't love. So I promise, I won't do anything to make things harder for you"

I bit my lips because I felt guilty. If Jin will found out that the arranged marriage was actually my idea, will he get mad at me?

I told my parents that I like Jin and since I'm their only heir, they have found a way to give me what I want.

"W-what if, you find someone you love Jinie?"

"Love is not my cup of tea Taehyung-ah so that was close to impossibility. But if ever that happens.."

Jin shook his head as if just the mere thought of falling in love sound so absurd to him that he started laughing out loud. "I'm sorry..I just can't imagine myself in love"

I pouted because it seems that Jin aren't taking my questions seriously. "You never been in love before?"

"Hmm..I don't think so" Jin shrugged.

"What if you fall in love with me?" I challenged him.

"Then, that will be a win-win situation for both of us since we're going to get married anyway" Jin said nonchalantly as if our soon-to-be marriage are just a business deal he have to close.

My heart ached.

The more I ask questions, the more frustrated I get because I'm starting to realize that my love is only one-sided.

You know it since the beginning, Tae. The voice at the back of my mind said mockingly.

I decided to keep my mouth shut because if I didn't, I might end up wearing my heart on my sleeve in front of the guy whom I now know, will never love me.