My alpha Mate

Chapter 9

"Well it's a funny story your gonna laugh" I say although it really wasn't

"How is someone mating with you funny" he spat

"You had bed warmers to , love" I laugh humourlessly

"I did but only a few times" he confessed

"I give you the one and only true saint Jace who has had only a 'few' bed warmers. wanna medal"

"Yes please but your paying" he said venomously, I didn't like the way we were joking it made my heart split in two

"Should I get to the point" I ask regret and sorrow laced in my tone

"Please" he replied sarcastically

"Ok basically I went to a party wearing a short red dress which barely covered my ass and a push up bra giving me a bigger cleavage" I started trying to taunt him... "at the party I had a few drinks and I saw this guy in a tight black t-shirt and black jeans, dark black curly hair with theses piecing, sexy bright blue eyes with tanned Spanish skin, want me to continue?" I ask

Nodding his head as if it pained him signalling to continue to his own torment, I don't really know why I felt this need to torture his mind but my wolf felt it to, probably because he's been with other women, he was 21 I know and an alpha but he could of kept his dick in his pants a few times.

" We made eye connect and it was like there was an invisible string pulling us together an electricity buzzing between us, if he wasn't human I would of thought he was my mate. anyway I reached him and instantly he grabbed my hips pulling me towards him without objecting I ground into him." I say moving towards jace and started grinning against him "just like this"

"stop saoirse now" he said

"anyway, i thought he was a nice. guy, good looking but i didnt want to take it to far,i just wanted a bit of fun, i was going to save it for you." i say looking up at him, watching his puzzled eyes as he didnt quite understand.

"after he asked me if i wanted a drink, so i said sure, but never let a stranger get you a drink etc and he spiked it and the took me to his and raped me, multiple time." i choke, i hate saying this story it kills me i spent so much time forgetting about it and fooling myself that it didnt happen just ugh. "this mate thing isnt right jace, your 21 im 16 im breaking whatever this is" i say waving in-between us 2 off for now i dont know im never going to beable to be the mate you want , I'm weak small yeah i was a rouge but i cant even defend myself from a human let alone help lead a pack, it must of been sheer luck i survived , i always has Haven defending me and to think i had confidence." i start sobbing as a wave of heat fills my body in a crash and i scream out causing jace to run to me i seconds, his touch cooling me down his eys black wih, lust?

"saoirse, i love you i dont care that your 16 so what your my mate i will kill who ever hurt you, you my world, my salvation. i couldnt live wihout you. your mine and nobody elses, your on heat it should last 4 days seening as its the first one it happens every 2 months.

"It hurts" I whimper bracing his cooling touch

"I know " he whispers stroking my hair softly.

I brought him closer to me kissing his lips my body burning with need I wanted him I need him I was ready toaster I loved him and would die for him to hell with it! I started grinding against him feeling his member growing.

"Babe your not ready for this" he told me pulling away.

"Your rejecting us!" I snarled angry my wolf right behind me both of us ready to mate and he rejected us how dare he! "I am ready and trust me if I wasn't even in heat I would come on you like that!" I shouted at him

"Baby please i just don't want you to do anything you'll regret." he told me sadly

"How could I ever regret mating with you?" I told him brushing my lips against his.

The rest of the was wild and to explicit to tell.

I want to change saoirse's name you can't really put a nickname to please comment suggestions this is just a small filler couldn't update in ages because I had to get a new wifi box! thank you for sticking by xox lily