Love Haunts Her

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"I- I love you so much Aaron," I sobbed quietly, feeling his hands rap around me. "I love you too Aph," I turn around to kiss him until I got smacked back into reality. I could still feel the ghostly feeling of his arms. How..? He's dead.. I called out feeling hopeless, "Aaron, please come back."

This time I didn't feel or hear anything. Not his lovely voice, not his warm arms. It hurts! Aaron you didn't need to die! It hurts so much Aaron.

I rubbed my eyes. I'm sorry Aaron.

I rubbed my eyes again getting up from my computer.

Time for scho- "Aphmau get up right now!! You're going to be late for your first day of Senior year!"

I groaned. God my mom is difficult.
I grabbed my school uniform. Why.. a skirt.

I put it on anyways. Aaron loved seeing the skirts but, they changed the dress code so now you can only where skirts on Mondays, Wensdays, and Thursday's.

I walked down the stairs trying to get rid of the dark bags under my eyes.

Mom can't see me like this. I stood up straighter. An Alpha has to act strong. Be there for her pups. 

"Hey mom," I said with no enthusiasm.  She didn't say anything but I knew she understood I was trying to be strong.

I smiled grabbing my favorite breakfast tacos. I ate one quietly.

"Are you sure you're ready for this Aphmau?" I couldn't look at her only knowing it would lead to more tears. I gulped down the lump in my throat.

"I'm okay Mom, after all I am an Alpha Im built to be stronger," I smiled but It fell soon after.

"Alpha's are allowed to be weak sometimes, your pups will understand," she said sounding happy.

I couldn't handle it. I got up and walked out as quickly as possible. I grabbed the- his hoodie on the way out. Just to hide my Ears and tail. They don't feel right anymore, not without him.

Once I got to school everyone was staring at me I heard a few whispers though..

"She doesn't look okay.."
"I bet she's the reasons Alpha's dead"
"Pity her she must still be in shock"
"She'll only drag her pups down"
"I should try to beat her in a fight to become Alpha I'd be stronger"

The loud scratchy voice came over the speaker's, "Please report to the office.. Aphmau."

I slowly started to walk down.

I looked over seeing Aarons locker. My mind went blank.

I saw us.. My first kiss back in freshmen year. After the Prom. I smiled for once since his death.

I bumped into a boy as I made it to the office.

"Watch where your going!"

I looked down speaking softly, "I'm sorry I- I just need to get past you!"

"Ein back off the poor girl she has had a few difficulties in the past month," the principle urged.

I sobbed not able to hide my feelings anymore. I felt the tips and of my tails and ears get hot. I felt my eyes shifting bigger. More Purple.

I have to stop myself... For him.

I couldn't stop my hood from slipping down I looked staight at the boy thinking it would effect him but, there was a sudden pain causing the transformation to stop.

I saw his smirk. W-what is he..?

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A/n- Hi, this is just a new thing I thought of I got a lot of inspiration from the original Aphmua and Aaron Mystreet season one through season 6. Some from Thirteen Reasons Why. If I get over thirteen reads then I'll continue.  Buh bye~~~