Fallen angel

1 Scared and Alone

"Mommy please stop .!" I yelled out to her but she didn't listen to me. She only got madder.
"Lilly come here now !" She yelled at me but I ran to my room and locked the door. I got a bag my clothes shoved in it and I opened my window and jumped out of it, scrambling to my feet I ran down the street not caring were I was going . I was scared and alone and no body helped me. I didn't have any money for food or anything to drink with me because I was tired of the hell I lived in for 5 years of my life I was beat and neglected and then I had been raped previously by a scary guy that was really bad.
I was near a highway when I heard cars but I continued on listening to music in my head that I listened to a lot with Alex my best friend from preschool. His older brother loved black veil brides, motionless in white and sleeping with sirens. I love bands like those. I am so tired, hungry and I'm cold. Maybe I'll just get to that bar down there and I'll stop for the night. So I walked to the bar and heard familiar music coming from it so I sat out back to hear the music better . I was almost asleep when a tall guy came out, I got scarred so I tried to blend in with the dark but that didn't work as planned. "Hey there little one what are you doing out here all by yourself?" He asked me and came closer I panicked so I tried to get up and run but he caught me and picked me up. " let me go, let me go please I don't want to be hurt ?!?!" I said frantically. He looked at me gave me a small smile. " I'm not gonna hurt you little one , my name is Kuza." He said " what's your name sweetie" he asked. "My name is Lilly ?" I said to him as he was looking at me he had me on his hip and I was investigating his tattoos and piercings. I was really fond of them. He felt me relax in his arms and I started getting heavy eyed so he picked up my bag and carried me into the bar were all his friends were. My head rested on his shoulder as he carried me I was dozing off and on til he caught up to his friends at a table were they were all doing shots. "Hey Kuza who do you got there !!" Ashley yelled . "Shut the fuck up dude your gonna wake her up ." I said to him while Lilly was stirring in my arms asleep. She was adorable. "Sorry dude I didn't know she was asleep or I wouldn't have yelled ." "It's okay just talk quieter okay ." I said to him. "Do you know were Chelsea is ?" I asked him . "Ya she is coming back from the bathroom why?" "Okay thanks dude later ." "Hey babe whose this little cutie ?" This is Lilly I found her outside of the bar a few minutes ago can you hold her like this for a few minutes while I go find Chris and Gaia or Andy please ?" I said as I looked at her she smiled and held out her arms just like I asked and held Anna like I had just held her. Chelsea was great with kids so I know Lilly will be okay with her . "Lilly stirred a little in her sleep as she laid her head on my upper part of my chest. I looked down at her and smiled because she was very pretty and adorable as ever. I rocked back and forth with her so she'd stay sleeping because she starting to wake up but I rocked her back to sleep. "Chris..., Gaia..., and Andy I need to speak to you guys please."I said as I pulled them off to the side. "What's up Kuza? Why are we meeting up away from the others ?" Chris and Gaia asked Andy just kinda stood there. "Well I was outside earlier and I found a 5 year old little girl outside she was cold and was very tired. She looks like she's in very bad health but I don't know. She is with Chelsea asleep right now but I was gonna take her home with me if neither of you guys were gonna take her for right now until we find out were her parents are." He said as he finished. We followed him over to were Chelsea was at with Lilly asleep in her arms. We reached them finally and we all looked at her all snuggled up next to Chelsea. I got to looking at her and she looked kinda like me in a way so I asked if I could hold her and Chelsea handed her to me. She curled up right into my bare chest and snuggled herself into me. I looked down at her and smiled at how adorable and sweet she looked so I made a very invalid decision to take her home with me. "Andy before you leave can I give her one more hug and kiss her good night ?" I asked him he nodded and smiled at me as he handed her to me I played with her face and played with her hair and kissed her cheek and hugged her before I gave her back to him. "Thanks Andy I am really fond of her, I appreciate you letting me love on her before you leave with her." "It's no problem Chelsea I understand that you kinda already feel like you have a bond with her it's fine by me." I said hugging her by and putting the sleeping beauty in my arms in the back seat were she would be safe at all buckled up. I closed her door gently and got up front started my car and turned the radio down so I could hear Lilly if she needed me . I finally got home and unbuckled myself got out gently and closed the door quietly, I opened her door unbuckled her as she was still sleeping and picked her up. I placed her on my hip and her little head on my shoulder and grabbed her little bag that she had. I closed her door gently and walked up to my front door of my house . I carried her inside and I had a spare room that was kid sized that had a twin bed in it . I laid her on the twin bed took off her shoes, her thin jacket and looked in her bag for her pjs. I couldn't find them so I picked her up and I walked in my room were I pulled out my pj drawer and found my old misfit tee shirt. I took off her jeans and her tee shirt and pulled her head through my old shirt and I carefully picked her back up and walked into the other room were I placed her in the twin bed and under the covers were she would be warm. I laid beside her and played with her hair and her face like I had seen Chelsea do and Lilly snuggled herself closer to me and continued to sleep.