Fallen angel

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Her beautiful bright Blue eyes were all puffy from crying and I could tell she hated crying in front of people. "You have nothing to be sorry for Lilly." I told her as she looked up at me with tears falling down her face. I wiped them away and picked her up as I stood up everyone was sad and mad at whoever hurt Lilly I could tell they all were but we all hid our anger for Anna's sake we didn't want to spook her. "Anna are you hungry I have chicken nuggets in the freezer I can make for you if you like?" I asked her. She was twirling my hair and nodded so I walked in the kitchen with Anna on my hip and Kuza, Chelsea along with Chris, Gaia, Ryan, Ashley, and Ricky. Jinxx was already setting the oven as I walked in with Anna and reached out for him and I handed her to him as he gladly took her from me. "Anna what would you like to drink sweetie your cup is empty hun?" Jinxx asked her she lifted her head a bit from his chest and said "orange juice pwease and tank you" as she handed him her cup and buried her face back in his chest. He looked down at her and smiled then kissed the top of her head gently. Jinxx handed me her cup and I filled it half way up because the poor thing looked tired, she was twirling Jinxx's hair and her eyes were getting heavy. Everyone was talking amongst themselves when a tiny hand tapped me I looked in Jinxx's direction and smiled when he carefully handed Anna to me i cradled her in my arms as I played with her hair with my free hand. I was sitting on a bar stool at my island I had in my huge kitchen and watched as Anna curled up to my chest and closed her eyes. Her breathing evened out which told me she was asleep so I took her to her room. I laid her down under her covers and I kissed her head gently and was about to walk away when her little hand caught mine. " Andy will you stay wif me for a wittle bit til I fall asweep ?" She asked me. I looked down at her and smiled and walked back over to her and laid down with her. She snuggled up to me twirling my hair as a comfort for her to sleep. I didn't mind because as long as she felt safe with me it didn't matter to me that she twirled my hair in her little finger tips. Her eyes closed about five minutes of me laying down with her and she was twirling my hair in her sleep so I gently and quietly kissed her head and got up I turned her light off and left her door open in case she needed me. I walked back into the living room were everyone else was. "She asleep." Kuza asked me . I nodded and Chelsea got up and asked if she could go in her room and lay down with her in case she wakes up and needs someone. I told that I left her door open so I can listen for her so just leave her be . Chelsea being Chelsea just ignored me and went in her room anyways . "Chelsea sure does like Anna a lot Kuza." I said as I walked into the kitchen and put some food back for Anna so she eat when she gets up in a little bit. "Ya sorry if Chelsea is getting clingy to Anna the doctor said that her mothering instincts are gonna be weird or abnormal because of what she went through. Losing analynn really hit her hard." He said looking down. "I'm not complaining man it's good that she feels she has to mother Anna but it's kinda worries me that Chelsea just decided to go in her room after I told her no. I'm sorry she went through that man. How are you guys holding up?" I asked checking on Chelsea and Anna and coming back into the living room. "Um.....well she's eating again and talks about her pain with me finally. She still cries at night and still has her days but she's getting better. I'm okay I just try to be there for Chelsea because I don't want to lose her." He said . "Well if you guys need anything just let us know?" Jinxx said and I nodded in agreement. The girls were watching the other guys play on the gaming system in my room except for Kadence she was in the living room with us . Me, Kuza, Jinxx, Kadence, Ana, Ricky, and Sammi were in the living room talking about Anna . Chris, Gaia, Ryan, Ashley, Jaimie and Josh came out of my room and joined the conversation about Anna. Ashley, Zoey, Tj, Taylor, Jake, Ella, Laura, Cc, Lyric, Vinny, Rose, Angelo, Kylie and Ghost were still in my room playing the gaming systems in there being goofballs and a little to loud . So I got up from sitting next to Kadence and opened the door to my room and said "can you guys please be quiet Anna and Chelsea are sleeping and I don't think you all want to die if Chelsea gets woke up or you guys wake up Anna because she will be super pissed.?!" I said to them and they got quiet so they wouldn't have to get in trouble by and angry Chelsea. "Andy!! Andy!!" I heard my name being screamed so me, Kadence, Kuza and the others followed me as I darted to Anna. Chelsea had her in a hug and Anna was crying and when she seen me she reached out for me to take her so Chelsea handed her to me . And Anna was shaking really bad for some odd reason it worried me. Her little chest was heaving and her face was kinda red and her eyes were blurry from crying. She buried her face and head into my chest and cried . "Anna sweetie what's wrong?" I asked her . She looked up at me and said "the man raped me" that was it for me I held her close and then I rubbed her back trying to soothe her. She was all sweaty and she felt warm so I looked at Kadence and asked Anna if she would like a bath. She nodded and I stood up and her sheets were really sweaty so Chelsea changed them and I said "do you want aunt Chelsea to give you a bath or do you want Kadence to give you a bath sweetie?" I asked her and she pointed at Kadence and reached out for her so I handed her to Kadence and Kadence gladly took her and rubbed her back gently and played with her hair while she got Anna's bath water ready. About five minutes later Kadence popped her head out of the bathroom and asked for a night shirt for Anna so I went to my room and grabbed my Batman T-shirt for Anna to sleep in I only wore it once and to be honest the shirt smelled good. "Thanks Andy ." Kadence said and went back in the bathroom with Anna. Two minutes later Kadence came out of the bathroom with a very sleepy Anna and came into the living room were I was at with the others. Anna has her little head on Kadence's chest and when she was close enough to me Anna reached out for me so Kadence handed her to me and I gladly took her. She had her chest resting on my bare chest and I grabbed my Batman blanket from behind me and I laid it over me, Anna and Kadence. Anna twirled my hair and fell asleep on my chest so I didn't move I just left her lay on my chest. She was incredibly tiny for a five year old and so I listened to her breathing it was okay . I heard her little snores and I laid my hand on her back her breathing kinda worried me so every time I felt her breath I felt better. My hand literally almost covered her whole back I watched her and Kadence watched her to. Kadence really loved Anna and she was great with kids. Kadence was snuggled up in my side with her hand gently on mine feeling Anna breathe because it worried her to. I loved Kadence and I have always loved her but I don't know if she feels the same way. I wrapped my other arm around Kadence and she looked up at me and smiled and before looking back at everyone else she blushed a little and got back in the conversation with everyone else. I looked at Anna and brushed some of her hair out her face so she wouldn't choke on her hair. Chris looked at me and noticed that I was twirling Anna's hair in between my fingertips and smiled before he said "Andy can I hold Anna for a minute?" He said knowing exactly what I was gonna do . "I don't know she's sleeping and I don't want to wake her up." I said giving him the death glare while I blushed. "Andy she will be fine I won't hurt her ..." as he came to take her from me. I immediately locked my grip on Anna and Chris smiled evilly at me because he only wanted to get this reaction out of me and he knew I would tense up with her on my chest sleeping. He bent over prepared to take her but I sat up and looked at him with Anna in my arms he was still kinda smiling until my face became serious. "Anna is trying to sleep. Take her from me and I will break your hands." I said as I stood my ground in front of Chris who stepped closer and said "Andy I'm not gonna hurt Anna . I know she is sleeping but I haven't got to hold her yet . You don't even know who she belongs to and your insanely protective over her. I will give her back man ?" He getting quite upset with my daddy instincts. "Chris I'm sorry man but she's skittish and I don't want her to wake up in a set of arms that she didn't fall asleep in. I'm sorry I snapped but she is so broken and I just want to make sure she is safe ." I said feeling bad for snapping at him. He patted my shoulder and told me its okay that he understood but he just wanted to hold her and love on her to . So I told to lay down on the couch and I would put her on his chest so she could continue to sleep. He laid down on the couch as I asked him to and I put her on his chest and he held her for a while. He had his hand on her back because her breathing was awful and listened to her snore lightly. Everyone one was getting tired and Chris fell asleep with Anna on his chest .  Ashley, Zoey, Jake, Ella, Lyric, Angelo, Rose, Vinny, Tj and Taylor left and went home, so it was Josh, Jaimie, Ricky, Ana, Ryan, Ashley, Jinxx, Sammi, Cc, Laura, Kuza and Chelsea at my house still along with Chris and Gaia. Gaia woke up Chris and told him it's getting late that they should get home . He looked at Anna and gently lifted her up and stood up himself and walked over to me and handed her to me. Him and Gaia left and then Cc and Laura left . Soon it was just me, Anna, Kadence, Kuza, Chelsea, Jinxx, Sammi, and Ricky and Ana. Ryan and Ashley left with Josh and Jaimie. I was laying down with Anna on my chest when I fell asleep.