Mental and physical scars

Natsukis death

Natsuki was on her way to the club room where unsurprisingly Yuri was already there.Yuri wasn't reading a book though.She was in stead playing with something under the desk.Natsuki walks up to Yuri."Hey Yuri.What are you playing with.Not like I care just curious."Natsuki said making Yuri jump."O-oh.Natsuki.This is just my moms necklace.She let me have it today."Yuri explains.Natsuki nods.Natsuki then got to a corner and didn't read her manga.Instead she just sat there.
Natsuki's POV
I was thinking of what happened last night at my house.Or...prison.Last night my dad beated the shit out of me so bad that I couldn't even go to my closet to get the painkillers.
Time skip to when Natsuki gets home.(Ya I got bored so I'm just going to the point)
Once I got home I was welcomed by a foot to my stomach.I let out a loud oof and fell to the floor.My dad then started beating the shit out of me so I softly cried.Once he was done kicking me he patted his elbow and jumped falling on me."Little shit!Now get up and go to your room.You better not limp."He said.I then walked to my room and while I was up I grabbed the painkillers.
'End it all...'I heard and voice say.
'Get away from your dad and everyone else...'
'No worries...'
'Not like anyone will go to your funeral...'
'No one likes you...'
'No one will miss you...'
'Make everyone happy...'
I knew these voices won't stop and voices is the last thing I need.I opened the bottle.
'Eat them all...'
'End it all...'
This is for the best...'
I didn't want anyone suffering so I was about to eat them but I noticed I didn't write a letter.Will I need it?Will anyone even read it?Ill write two.One for dad and one for anyone else.
Skip time to three minutes
Finally I'm done.I go and grab the drugs.
'Now you can end it...'
'Go ahead...'
'It'll be fine...'
I then swallow all the pills which since my body  is weak it worked almost instantly.I get weaker and just falls to the floor.Im blacked out.
'Good job...'
Natsuki's dad's POV
It's been awhile since I beaten the shit out of Natsuki and she hasn't made a sound since.I usually hear her crying but I just hear nothing. It makes me have a bad feeling.I may beat her but that doesn't mean I hate her.I usually don't feel bad after but this time I think I have to apologize.I then walk up to her room and knock."Natsuki!?Honey are you ok?"I asked no respond.I then enter to see what looks like Natsuki's dead body facing me.It freaks me out because her eyes are still open."Natsuki?"I get called.She doesn't even look like she's breathing.I walk up to her and shake her a little."Natsuki?"Nothing.I shake her harder."NATSUKI!?"Still Nothing.I then check her pulse.Nothing."OH MY GOD!NATSUKI!"I then call the ambulance.Once she was taken away I just sat on her bed.I then noticed two papers on her desk.I get up and walks over to it.One for me and another for her friends.I pick up the one that's mine and starts reading it.
Dear dad,
I bet you're going to have a party after this huh?Don't have to deal with a little shit.Well I doubt you'll read this you probably already tore it to shreds by now.Anyway I would keep this short but I want to live for a little longer.Well I might as well tell you why I did it.Well it's because I can't take the pain anymore.I just can't.Voices just started going into my head and that would be the last thing I need.Well now that you don't have something to beat up I might as well tell you where my mangas are so you can rip them.Well some are under my bed and the rest are in the club room.Well I'm running out of paper to write with so have a nice life with out me.
From,Natsuki
I was in tears damn it!
No she's not going to stay dead but I might as well tell you what the other one says
Dear,Friends
You probably hear that I have taken my own life so I just want to get some stuff off my chest.Monika I think you are a great leader.Sayori you are one of the funniest people ever so thank you.And finally Yuri.You might be quiet and shy but to be honest I had a crush on you for the longest time ever.Im sorry I had to make you guy sad I just couldn't take it anymore.Bye.