'Oh peter, I wonder what got him so down...'
I see Peter sitting alone at the break room table looking so upset with his head down and this just isn't the Peter I know. The Peter I know is always on his A-Game for work and not to mention hanging out with me. I first met him when I got a job at the 'Daily Bugle' and since then we've been inseparable. I was there for him when his last relationship with MJ went down and with all the chaos this city has been through. Along with knowing Peter for a couple of years, I had also learned he was the one and only Spider-Man. This news was a shock at first since I never knew this and for the fact that I have a huge crush on the spidey hero, but of course I could never tell Peter since I wasn't 100% sure on how he felt about me.
Ok ok, background check over now but seriously, why is Peter like this???
I decided to stop being a stalker and go up to him and ask. I walked to the table and sat at a empty chair next to Peter and wait till he noticed me. After waiting for a few minutes, I tapped his shoulder to show I was there. He looked up from the table and saw me, nodded his head, and put his head back down on the table. I sighed in annoyance and worry and just decided to break the silence.
"Ok Peter, what's going on with you? It's not like you to be like this at all and it's really starting to worry me."
"Oh it's nothing (Y/N), I'm just tired.."
"Uhh that's a lie my guy, I know you Peter and you always go to bed at the same time every night at 11:00. Now seriously, what's wrong Peter? You're my best friend and I just wanna help you "
Peter then sighed deeply and looked at me with glassy eyes. This kinda scared me since I only seen Peter cry a handful of times and even then he kept it together quite well. I just gave Peter a even more concern look and braced for whatever he had to say.
"(Y/N), I know this is going to sound so stupid to say but I honestly feel so washed up now. Things aren't just the same anymore now."
"W-What??? What do you mean, how are you washed up?"
"People don't need Spider-Man anymore. Crime has gone down in the city and I'm glad for it and everyone is safe but no one is calling for me anymore. No more last minute saving or big bad villains ready to destroy us all. It's all over now and I just don't feel like I'm no longer needed."
Hearing this just doesn't makes sense to me. This sounds so untrue. I really don't believe it at all.
"Peter... you don't mean tha-"
Peter interrupted me by slamming his fists to the table and yelled
"NO, I DO (Y/N)!!! No one out there is counting on me anymore. People use to depended on me and now, no one even cares. I'm just washed up and no one wants me as Spider-Man anymore."
I don't think what came over me but I had this angry feeling boiling in me and next thing I knew, I was suddenly standing up with my hands on the table while looking at Peter and just tell him what's on my mind.
"Ok Peter, you listen here and you listen good!!! Don't you dare ever say that again, I know that feeling of not being depended on anymore sucks but that's not you. I know there are people out there who still depend on you, and I know there are people who still look up to you as their hero. You may not know this but before I knew you were Spider-Man, you were my role model. I saw you as this amazing hero who does what he can for the city he loves and it was so inspirational. You still inspire me to this day with what you do, mask or no mask. You were the hero I grew up with and the hero who I have feelings for, even now.... the point is, you are not washed up and to be blunt, I really like you, like a lot Peter."
After my little outburst I can feel my cheeks turning red while I look at Peter before running out of the room while Peter just stares at me.
Time skip
I decided to cut my day short at work after my ranting to Peter, it was so sudden and I didn't know why I did it but I did. I needed to relax now so I decided to walk on a hiking trail while watching the sunset to clear my mind. Cliche I know but I needed the fresh air now, I mean I admit to Peter my feelings so quickly and this is making my nervous just thinking about it. I just decided to lean against the safety railing for a break time and closed my eyes for a moment. I always loved looking at the sunset at the very edge of the trail since it gave you a great view of the nature and the mountain cliff. I took a deep breath and has I was exhaling, I heard a small noise but wasn't sure what. I ignored it and suddenly felt myself lose balance and started to fall. I saw myself plunging into the air and started to scream out of fear but then I closed my eyes again, preparing for the tough landing into the trees when I felt like if someone has caught me mid air. I opened my eyes to see Peter in his Spider-Man outfit swinging us from tree to tree.
" I'm guessing I came in just in time (Y/N)?"
"P-Peter, how did you know I'd be here??"
" Come on (Y/N), after being friends with you for years, I kinda guessed you be here since this is like your second home"
I just looked at him with awe before we landed on a secure area and just felt amazed. I kept looking at him and remember what I had said to him and had some words to say.
" Peter, I'm so sorry about what I said to you earlier, it just made me so angry I don't know why but it did. I hate seeing yourself so down and I truly believe you're not washed up. I mean look at me, you saved me and I definitely would of been dead if you haven't came in."
I look at Peter smiling and even with his mask on, I could tell he was smiling too. He then suddenly hugged me and this kinda confused me but hey, I'm not complaining so I hug him back.
"Hey (Y/N)"
"Yea?"
"Just thought this would be a good time as ever to tell you that I like you too. When you told me I couldn't believe it since you're just so amazing and I'm just me. I knew I had to find you so I suited up as soon as I could and so here we are"
As Peter said this I moved his masked up a bit to reveal his lips and kissed him. He kissed me back quickly and as we parted he quickly covered up again and moved me onto his back and started to swing from tree to tree again. While moving around I just looked at him and whispered into his ear
"You'll always be my Spider-Man"
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Ok lol, so that's the story ladies and gentlemen 😂 I'm so sorry for any spelling and grammar errors since it's not my strong suit tbh and it's currently 4:08 am where I'm at now.
I did my best for the story since it was based on a dream I had once but it was months ago but I wrote it down on my notes to make it into a story one day and so here we are now lol
Hope you love it and any comments are welcomed here lol
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You'll always be my Spider-Man (Spider-Man x Reader) TM
FanfictionJust something I had a dream once that involved Spider-Man and it honestly sounds like a nice short x reader so please bare with me since I haven't written a story in so long (btw your Spider-Man is Tobey maguire since that was part of my dream)