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"Tell me Momo, what are we?" Jeongyeon asked as she held onto Momo's hand while the latter is listening and looking at their hands. "I don't know, for this time I don't know what we are Jeong. I love you but I don't know. I also love her but I don't want to lose you."
Those were the words that hunted Jeongyeon in her dreams, she was lying in her bed with Momo's phone number in her hand. Jeongyeon wanted to make a call but doesn't know how to start a conversation with her, what should she ask anyway? She can't believe that Momo left her after their 3 years relationship just for her best friend, Chaeyoung. "Fuck this" she muttered as she tried to suppress her tears inside her. It's been 2 years since Momo left and it still hunts her like everytime she sleeps. "Leave me alone. I don't love you anymore!" her mouth bursted out, but does she really fell out of love of Momo? Only she knows.
Later that day she went out to get some fresh air, it felt like hell inside of her house because anywhere she stays around the four corners, she's being reminded of her lover. 'Why did you leave me? Why did you choose her instead of me? Was I not good enough?' these are the questions she wanted to have an answer from Momo. She wanted to ask but it seems that destiny isn't helping her. Whenever she wants to talk to her the couple is out of town or Momo is avoiding her. She just wanted to settle things between them but Momo isn't helping. As she started to roam around the city, she constantly remembers every place Momo wanted to go. "Jeongie I want this cuddly bear, please?" She smiled as she remembered how Momo wants the bear so much although their bed is halfway full of stuff toys, even so, Jeongyeon didn't hesitate to buy the cuddly bear for her sweet sunshine. Time went so fast as she watched the sunset set beyond the horizon, she took a deep breath and closed her eyes. The cool wind blew refreshing air and it made her relax, though not much. "I'm getting wasted tonight" she smiled, bitterly.
2, 5,10,15,21,35 bottles of beer wasn't enough for her, she ordered 5 more bottles of soju to keep her away from thinking of Momo. Good thing she was in a private karaoke room, she drank till the last drop. "H-hey Ch-chuki, 5 more bottles please. Ehehe" Jeongyeon ordered from a telephone. She was snickering and talking nonsense already, simply indicating that the alchol took its toll on her. "Ms. Yoo you've had enough already. Would you like me to call a cab instead?" Chuki rejected her order politely but Jeongyeon begged for more, she knew how stubborn the ostrich can be so she didn't have much choice. 'I'm going to call Ms. Myoi, she can handle her best.' So Chuki called Mina and told her about Jeongyeon's state. After a couple of minutes, Mina arrived and thanked Chuki for calling her. "How many?" Mina asked her kindly, "35 beer and 10 soju bottles miss." the elegant lady sighed and nodded.
Mina was about to knock when she saw the door open, she took a peak inside and saw Jeongyeon singin and drinking. She felt sorry for her, although she was singing, Jeongyeon had a breakdown. Her tears weren't stopping from falling and she just drank and sang. "Poor Jeong" was all Mina can say. She closed the door the and sat beside Jeongyeon, seems like the drunk girl didn't notice her and continued to sing and cry. "All out of love. Perhaps that's what your feeling now Jeong." Mina said softly, as the song ended Jeongyeon clapped and wiped her tears.
