Play the song up top while reading. Song: the heart wants what it wants by Selena Gomez
After a few hours of driving we finally made it to the house which really caught my attention because it was really big." Wow, are you sure we can afford this Mom?" I asked slightly confused of how we could afford this. " you don't need to worry about that let me handle about the mortgage and everything. No I need you to go upstairs and unpack as much as you can because in a few days you will be starting School." I only grunted at the thought of going to school again. I mean this is the first time this year going to a new school and that's why I really don't make friends or hang with people cuz I'll just get to attached to them because I'll have to leave them behind soon and start another life. I went to the back of the car grab some more boxes and went inside placing the last of the boxes on my bed. Sighing, I looked around and started to plan the way I wanted my room to be.
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It took a few hours but I assume that finished only having the empty boxes to throw out. I walk downstairs to see my mother passed out on the sofa, smiling a little I walked over to the chair and placed a blanket over her then I took the boxes out to the garbage. Walking outside I took a good look at the scenery Big Trees around the house in front and behind no one 4 miles away in the smell of pine in the Wind it was ......... Perfect
I then walked back inside and went to my room and picked up my guitar and singed "the heart wants what it wants". It gave a message and I understood it. (Play song now)
"You got me sippin' on something I can't compare to nothing I've ever known, I'm hoping That after this fever I'll survive I know I'm acting a bit crazy Strung out, a little bit hazy Hand over heart, I'm praying That I'm gonna make it out alive
The bed's getting cold and you're not here The future that we hold is so unclear But I'm not alive until you call And I'll bet the odds against it all Save your advice 'cause I won't hear You might be right but I don't care There's a million reasons why I should give you up But the heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants
You got me scattered in pieces Shining like stars and screaming Lighting me up like Venus But then you disappear and make me wait And every second's like torture Hell over trip, no more so Finding a way to let go Baby, baby, no I can't escape
The bed's getting cold and you're not here The future that we hold is so unclear But I'm not alive until you call And I'll bet the odds against it all Save your advice 'cause I won't hear You might be right but I don't care There's a million reasons why I should give you up But the heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants
This is a modern fairy tale No happy endings No wind in our sails But I can't imagine a life without Breathless moments Breaking me down, down, down, down
The bed's getting cold and you're not here The future that we hold is so unclear But I'm not alive until you call And I'll bet the odds against it all Save your advice 'cause I won't hear You might be right but I don't care There's a million reasons why I should give you up But the heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants, baby It wants what it wants, baby It wants what it wants It wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants, baby It wants what it wants" I put my guitar down and look at my phone. JH hasn't texted me today. I went to messenger and sent a text. Marie: hey, what are you doing? *5 min later* JH: Hey Marie, nothing just got back from playing base ball with some family. Marie: baseball? I thought youdidn't like sports. JH: I dont, my family does so I just suck it up and play. Marie: Aww, well I hope you had some fun 😂 JH: I did. How are you liking forks so far? Marie: I love it so far. It's really open and quiet. JH: 😂 I really did not expect you to be the rainy person. That's all it does here. Marie: some people might not lime it but it calms me down most of the time. JH: I'll keep that in mind haha Marie: haha, well I'll talk later I have to go to hell tomorrow. JH: okay haha, goodnight Marie Marie: goodnight JH😊
I smiled at my phone before setting it down and heading to bed.
Hey guys, sorry for the long update. I've been handling with finding a colleges for when I'm done with school and I've been visiting family for the summer. So I'll update again really soon!!!!!!!
