A Rae Of Sunshine Through A Dark Cloud| An Adopted By Brendon Urie Fanfic

A Ride With Brendon

Brendon's P.O.V. (Right before heading to the car)

I put Rae's stuff in the trunk while she said goodbye to Xenia. I walked back into the orphanage and into the living room. I saw Rae laying on the floor and Miss.Bathory grabbing her wrists, I hear Rae wince when she was grabbed. I threw a confused look at her... does she cut? I think, I held out a hand to Rae. I then lead her to my car, she went around and sat in the front seat. When I get in she's already buckled so I get buckled, start the car and turn on the radio.

Rae's P.O.V.
He's gonna hate me if I come out to him. I can't live in the closet though. But he won't support me, no one ever does. I let my thoughts get the best off me until I hear the song Kitchen Sink by Twenty One Pilots come on and I start singing.

Nobody thinks what I think,
Nobody dreams when they blink
Think things on the brink of blasphemy
I'm my own shrink
Think things are after me, my catastrophe
I'm a kitchen sink, you don't know what that means
Because a kitchen sink to you
Is not a kitchen sink to me, ok friend?
Are you searching for purpose?
Then write something, yeah it might be worthless
Then paint something then, it might be wordless
Pointless curses, nonsense verses
You'll see purpose start to surface
No one else is dealing with your demons
Meaning maybe defeating them
Could be the beginning of your meaning, friend

Go away
Go away
Go away
Go away
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Nobody thinks what you think, no one
Empathy might be on the brink of extinction
They will play a game and say
They know what you're going through
And I try to come up with an artistic way to say
They don't know you, and neither do I
So here's a prime example of a stand up guy
Who hates what he believes and loves it at the same time
Here's my brother and his head's screwed up
But that's alright.
Time gains momentum the moment when I'm living in 'em
I'm winning a momentary sinning a moment passing after
A re-beginning moments mending memories
Pretending enemies are friend of me, sending me straight to bending me
My bad behavior but I bet I could have been a better man
Copy and paste caught me, and copy, better rhymes bother me
The better the rhythm the badder I am but I bet I'll battle with 'em battle
better I am, Gambling man, better bet I am a gambling man, I am?
Go away
Go away
Go away
Go away
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Don't leave me alone
Alone
Alone
Alone
Alone
Alone

When the song was finished Brendon was staring at me. Fuck what did I do, he probably thinks I'm horrible. "Sorry you had to hear that, I know I suck." I say to Brendon. He looks back at the road and says "Are you kidding me?? That was amazing! Absolutely fucking amazing!!" I blush a little when he said that.

Brendon Urie's P.O.V.

Kitchen Sink starts playing on the radio and the next think I heard was Rae singing it. I was shocked at how amazing her voice was and when it came to the rap I didn't think she would do it but she did.

I kept glancing over at her, at the end of the song she noticed me looking at her. "Sorry you had to hear that, I know I suck."  she then said, I was surprised and kinda sad that she thought like that.

I look back at the road, I then reply with "Are you kidding me?? That was amazing! Absolutely fucking amazing!!" I glance back over to see her blushing, but I could tell she was thinking about something.

Rae's P.O.V.

I should just tell him, here goes nothing... "Hey, Brendon..." I start to say. "Yeah, Rae?"  he says, I Panic! and say "Never mind, I'm hungry though."
"You wanna go to McDonalds?" Brendon asks, I nod.

We start to pull through the drive thru, "What do want?" he asks, I took a second and said "Just some fries and a water please." he nods and pulls up to where you order. He ordered a 10 piece chicken nugget meal with fries and a coke.

As we start driving away I pull out my iPod and put my headphones on to listen to my Panic! playlist. I start eating, once I was finished eating "This Is Gospel" started playing on my playlist. I started humming the tune and the next thing I know Brendon yelled "We're here!" I look out the window and see a white two story house.

I unbuckle and get out, I grab my book bag and duffle bag from the trunk, Brendon grabs my suitcase and I head towards the door but Brendon beats me to it.

He opened it, I walk in and see his white piano he uses on Periscope and then the living room, I set my bags on the couch. Brendon starts giving me a tour of the house, it ended at my room which was across from Brendon's room. My room was pretty blank, two black dressers, a mirror, a tv, the walls were white and the bedding was white with black detailing.

"I left it pretty blank so you could decorate it the way you want too" Brendon says as he's setting down my suitcase, I nod and walk downstairs. I grab my book bag and duffle bag to take up to my room. I look in the mirror and am disgusted by the reflection, this isn't me.  I go on my iPod and watch YouTube, I ended up watching compilations of Brendon on periscope. I heard a knock on my door, "Hey Rae, I just wanna lay down some basic rules, 1. curfew is 8 2. Minimal cursing 3. Know you can always talk to me, I usually don't get mad." Brendon said as he came into sit on my bed. I look up as I take my sketchbook out of my book bag, I nod and say "Okay, I need to tell you something."... I'he looks at me. "Okay, what is it?" he asks "I'm...I think I'm Pansexual." he pulls me into a hug as I start to cry and whispers "It's ok, I still love you" I then fall asleep on Brendon.

A.N the word count is 1120
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