Limits//Usagi X Misaki//Yaoi(Gay)

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Misaki's P.O.V

I love Usagi.
I push him away but...i love him. I reject him but...i love him, i stop him but...i love him.
It's like a curse. I don't know what to do anymore.
I get out of the bed dressing myself again. I didn't want to ruin things. The feeling of his body close to mine, his hands wandering my body, his lips on my skin. It felt so good, but my body pushes it away sometimes....i dont know why.
I frown looking at myself in the mirror. Why am i like this. It's............it's just me.
I get out of my thoughts and start leaving the room walking downstairs. Usagi and Aikawa are talking about his novel, i know it is about me already so i just move along. A few seconds later i hear Aikawa congratulating Usagi. People burst into the house with flowers and balloons, chocolates, etc. I was confused about everything.
I hear everyone congratulating Usagi-san and then i heard someone say, "congratulations for winning the nomination for your book Usagi". I stand there frozen. "H-how did i not know this" i say looking at nothing. "He should of told me" i said whispering and alittle upset.

I should congratulate him too atleast.. i keep thinking and thinking of what to get. Then i think i found it. "98% of the time he will say he want's me.....so" i say walking back upstairs. I suddenly walk into his room full of books and novels. I take out a recent book of his, with me on the front cover...him too.

I start reading the pages full of his fantasies.....i find one page where it says, "he looks at me blushing, i lean my face towards his and kiss him passionately on his lips, he stops me and pushes me against the floor, i-ill be doing it today". I look at the book just blank.
I decide weather or not to do so because i don't do this stuff. I sigh and then decide i should since i know he will like it.

-3 hours later-

Everyone is now gone and it's just me and Usagi-san. He sighs and starts leaving the room walking upstairs.
"W-wait Usagi" i said following behind him. He stops and turns around. "Yes Misaki" he says questioning me. "I just wanted to say.....................i bought 10 packs of tissues yesterday at the marekt isn't that cool" i said bluntly. He looks at me, by looking at his face you can tell he wasn't interested. "Now you can blow your nose all you wan't" he said walking back up the stairs.
"C-can you tell me more about your family" i say out loud. He stops and looks at me, "no" he said, somewhat angirly.
"Well.........Well i wan't to know more about you, don't you think it's fair for me to know, if you want us to be lovers don't you think you should tell me" i blurt out blushing at what i just said. "N-n-nevermind that, pretend i never said that.."

i look at him covering my mouth. He just looks at me. I scoff and the walk past him, i kept walking off to his room until i feel two big arms wrap around me. "Haruhiko is my older brother, my dad is Fuyuhiko Usami and me and my brother have two different mothers, i have a siste-" i turn around pushing him back alittle, "i-im sorry, i didn't want to force you to tell me". I said feeling sorry.
"I want to know you more, Misaki". I blush as i look at his finger. It was wrapped and it had blood on it, the wrapping was coming off, "hey I'ts falling" i said pointing at it. He looks at me and smirks.

"Let me see it, i can fix it for you" i said to him...worried. He puts it up to my mouth and says, "lick it". I blush intensely now and he is still smirking. His finger goes on my lip as i slowly open my mouth letting his finger enter my mouth. He pulls his finger out a few seconds after and he suddenly kisses me. His lips moving against mine like an ocean. It was so in sync. He pulls away and i look down blushing in embarrassment. I remmeber i needed to ask him what he wanted. I finnaly get myself to look at him. "U-usagi, what do you want" i said holding his shirt up to me. He looks at me confused. "I never got too congratulate you so i want to get you something". I said. He looks at me and smiles. "I kno what i want" he said. "W-what" i asked somewhat impatiently. "You" he replied. "So it IS me" i said in his face. All he does is just hug me. "Usagi..san" i say in pleasure.his hand slowly goes up my shirt, i gasp slightly. "W-wait Usagi" i said trying not to get off guard, "not waiting" he responded. "I love you Misaki" he said right after.

He pulls away from higging ultimately kissing me. I slowly start closing my eyes. Tounge......body.......breath.. i pull him closer to me holding onto him then i start to push him on the ground. I am now straddling him sitting on his crotch area. "What are you doing Misaki" he asked softly. "I-i'm doing it this time" i said starting to unbutton his shirt.
"Are you serious?" He asks surprised. "As if i would be joking about this.....baka" i say as my hands shake. He looks at my hands, he noticed.

"Your hands are shaking" he said politely knowing that i know. "I know.." i said still trying to get the shirt off. "Thats ok, take your tim" he said smiling at me.

TO BE CONTINUED......

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OMGURRRRR. *Nosebleed* this is so FRIGGN cute.
Perfection. Also sorry guys im tired so ill continue this chap tomorrow, it will start at chapter 7 though oki.
Also sorry that it was short it's like 12:00 am here, you know.
I love ya guys hope u enjoyed this chapter likei did ;3 PEACE!!!!!!!!
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