Authors diary

Entry 1 - Crush

Mkayyy let's start off with my crushhhh. Suvshusuvhushsi

Okokokok, so, I'm the type of person that had a series of crushes, but always fell out of them. Most of them just didn't like me back, but, I just came to terms with it.

However, this boy... is different. Like- he's the first guy to ever make me B L U S H, I think he needs some sort of prize for that. Idk why, but this boy is always in my head 24/7. This kid makes me physically NERVOUS around him. He was also different from other boys. Like- he's so soft spoken and gentle, unlike most of the guys in my school who just scream on the top of the lungs in normal conversations. He's also pretty athletic so that's also a plus.

Idk, but ever since I met this kid in my new school, he was just been pulling me in closer and closer. Most people ask me, "What on earth do you see in him?" And idk! It's many reasons. I cant pin them all down in one go. If I listed everything I liked about him, we would have been here til decpacito 5 came out.

I also get teased about my crush... a lot. Tbh, I have no clue how he doesn't know at this point. Like- my friends would smirk and say "oohhhh look who's over there~" and I just look at them with a face saying "stfu ty." At some point, he was known as my "mans" and idk how that happened but oKaY.

Btw I met this guy months ago and I don't plan to stop liking him unless something gets in the way. I'm not sure if this is to far fetched, but I think it goes to the extent that I... love him. Okkaaayyyyy ima stop here before i cross a line, sIsTeRs.

Adios! (Think I spelled that wrong but okay)

Note: uhhh, just heads up, I cant write. I kinda suck at it. I said the word "like" more times than the amount of days of the government shutdown. But still, hope you enjoyed it!