THE WINTER

chapter 2

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Fawaz pov

Why do I feel like am just loosing my self

Oh ya rabbi!

What have I done?
What have I gotten my self into
There is a solution for everything right?..

But I can't help it now
I just can't

I know am a better person now
But the regrets I don't think I can't get over it

Wait! What! Did I just call my self a better person?!.. (he chuckle)

That's really funny actually...

I Fawaz Ahmad can not be a better person anymore

It just happened that I fell in love but it can go on any more

am not going to let it happen..
No way

I have to end everything
How can I bring my self to tell them what I did?

Ammi,sulaiman and every one..

Oh my lord! Am just a disgrace to my family how can I face them
How can I tell them that I met and fell in love with a girl I met at the airport ?
How can I say we've been having a Haram relationship for about six months ?!

What has gotten into me ?..

Even though I met her father but that doesn't change anything
He's simply ok with everything but it's all wrong
Why on earth am I telling this to my self
Nuwairah can not be accepted by my family she's totally not going to be in my families league

I know she loves me alot but then her upbringing is totally null

How can she even take care of my children if i get to have one

Whoa!

Why didn't I get to see all of this before
I went blind i guess, I betrayed my self
I betrayed my family.
Must of all how am I going to face my lord...

The tears rolling down my cheeks is confusing me
What are they for?
Can't even tell

I just need to talk to someone about this I need to let it out
I just have to do something

This relationship has to end for sure....

I have to call Abdul jabbar first

He is the only friend I can't talk to

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Assalam alaikum brother!

Wa alaikumlsalam bro
Whats with the urgent call bro u got me all worried
I have rushed here leaving my home worried

Everything is fine Alhamdulillah