I seriously don't know why Xander would cheat on me but I won't let him have all the fun so I called him to my shoot he offered to pick me up and I wanna push him off a little bit LIE I really wanna push him off so I allowed him. Maybe he thinks everything would go back to how it was well he's wrong I mean really😛. I just start texting randomly (not to Xander) and I receive one from him. He said that he loves me and can't live without me what the heck. I really don't know how to reply. I mean is he playing me or is he really that dumb he couldn't even say he's sorry even if he did I couldn't just forgive him like that but still😦 .
At the photoshoot
Director: Hi lilly how u doing?
Me: Fine thanks and you?
Director: Good
Me: Okay director so what pictures are we taking
Director: Please call me Michael and were doing shots for Magazine (Style Harmony) 😍
Me: K
Lilly's POV
I was about to start shooting then I see Xander he's talking to this chick Juliet (girl I'm shooting with) and I don't want to spoil their first date or whatever so I just start. I am like just taking so many shots but can't concentrate with Xander here and most of all flirting after he left me like a lump of wood. 😤
Director: Hey lilly. Why are you so distracted?
Lilly: Sorry
Director: 10 minutes break
I go to restaurant for something to eat and I see my ex he's um......... kissing Juliet. I'm so mad right now how dare he? He doesn't even feel bad for me. Even in the slightest. But really like every girl you always think and believe there's a varied explanation. Always.
So I ask him where he was and he lied to me I couldn't take this anymore to just like look at him with Juliet.
Lilly's POV
I just run up to Marrissa and hug her. It felt so good to have someone to cry on.
Marrissa POV
I am waiting here at the restaurant for Lilly because she wanted to go pee.( Sorry this sounds a bit weird)
After a few minutes I see lilly crying and then before I could even ask her why she hugged so tightly it could kill a person but what could I do Lilly's is my best friend and she's going through a hard time.
Back at the studio
Lilly's POV
I knew I'd see that motherfucker here but I didn't let it bother me because I think he's played enough and I kept giving him the wheel but not anymore. I would hold myself to a higher standard even if it meant looking at both of them loving and then Marrissa come take pictures with me but I wasn't even mad at her, it wasn't her fault it was Xander's. 100%.
