CHAPTER ONE
"No." I stated flatly to my older brother Cameron. "Sadie please come?", Cameron is currently trying to convince me to go on tour with him and all his magcon buddies but I don't want to they just want me to come for publicity. I looked up at him " Cameron I said no and I'm not going because they don't want 'me' they want your sister the girl who knows all your secrets and I'm not going somewhere I'm not wanted" Cameron huffed loudly and left the room. I honestly feel kinda bad almost bad enough to go, almost. Oh well I'm tired and its 3:30am I'm Ganna get ready for bed. I went Into the bathroom and turned on the water I hopped in and the water was scolding I suppressed my gasp and quickly switched it to cold and kept it that way untill I got out and put on my pjs i didn't bother to comb my hair so I just washed my face and brushed my teeth before falling asleep, hard. I woke up to Cameron slapping my face. "wha???" I thought aloud. Cameron smiled in a creepy way hmmm " what are u doing?"I asked unsure if I really want to know. " I have a deal for you, if u dont go on your with me ill tell Blair about the 5 SOS concert tickets u got her for her birthday" I gasp " you're bluffing " I said rolling my eyes " am I?" He said showing me his phone with the message ready to send " NO!" I shout " I'll go!" He turned around ready to walk away " if I can bring her" I added he turned back and smirked " I already arranged it now get some sleep we leave the day after tomorrow and u still have to pack" I groaned and went back to sleep.
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It's 6 am, I want to dye(let's just say I'm not a big morning person). I grab clothes out of my closet an. Toss them carelessly into a hideous forest green and bright orange suit case my mom found on clearance and thought "was cute and didn't buy it cause it was cheap". Liar. Anyway, we leave soon and I don't know where we're going on the tour so ill just pack alot of shirts, and 10ish shorts and a pair or 2 of jeans since its summer. I FINALY finished at about 11, I got distracted for 2 hours or so by sponge bob on the tv. "SAYDE" Liz (adoptive mom) yells from down stairs " YEA?" I yell back "COME DOEN HERE RIGHT NOW" she screeches back. "What now" I mumble under my breath and u slump down the Stairs like a zombie. "Hmm?" I ask when I reach her. She has her hands on her hips with her lip pursed. Well that not good, I wait for her to yell at me "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!?!?YOU ARE NOT GOING ON TOUR WITH CAMERON!!THOSE BOYS ARE GANNA BE ALL OVER YOU!!!" I sigh "yes I am, I will not let them near me unless I know he's a gentle men and you have no good reason to yell at me." I state calmly she huffs and mumbles " don't blame me when your heart gets broken" sometimes I think she acts more like a teenager than me. I walk back up stairs and grab my phone to text Blair
To Skittles (yep I call her that): hey you excited for the trip?😋
To potado (yes she calls me potado): yep can't wait when do we leave?
To skittles: idk ill ask cam one sec
I walked across the hallway to cams room and knocked lightly. He opened the door "what?" He asked half asleep "2 things, 1 it's 11 Alcock were you asleep? And 2 when do we leave?" I ask "Yes and 8 am" he replys. "Ok" I say leaving to go back to my room, I walk In and plop down on my bed exhausted because I stayed up after cam came in cause I couldn't go back to sleep. I feel my eyes fall closed
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" stop it your going to do it right now!" My father screamed at me I'm shaking from what I had just witnessed, my father was doing what he always does; raping me but what was unusual was my mom took it to far and threatend to kill him if he didn't stop, but he was to quick and killed her. "There's no one to protect you now bitch" my dad says to me with an evil grin. "NO!!!!" I scream as he gives me drugs to make me drowsy soon I can't control what I'm doing I just do it. I wake up alone in my dads bed, I know exactly what happened. I get up and put my clothes on my dad is passed out on the couch. He probably got drunk again. I walk up the stairs to my 9 year old brothers room he's dangling from his fan and it all hits me. My mom; dead my brother; dead. I can't take it anymore I run downstairs and out the door to the park. I have $1.00 I quickly find a pay phone and call the police and tell them it all.
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I wake up from my dream tears running down my face. I quickly wipe them away hoping to forget my memory from when I was 13 I walk Down stairs to find Cameron, Steve(adoptive dad) and Liz at the table eating spaghetti. Wow it's already night? I grab a plate and some food. I sit next to cam and twist my pasta with my fork. We don't talk we just sit in a uncomfortable silence. I quickly finish I wash the dishes and go back to my room. soon i hear cam in his room blasting music, I walk to his door and frantically knock wanting to talk to him about the dream. I hear the music stop and some shuffling then cam opens the door, I immediately hug him tears spilling out he soon relaxes into the hug asking what was wrong I-I-I had a nightmare I studder out o-oh cam said setting his chin on my head slowly rocking back In fourth "do u wanna talk about it?" He asks I nod my head. " s-so my parents d-didn't die in a c-car crash" I say "so umm what did happen?" He questions awkwardly " my dad h-he allways r-raped me and and and" I say trying to go on " and my mom tried to st-stop it but he killed her I say" cring hard into his shirt swallowing hard trying to stop "my brother killed himself the day after" i cry. he seams taken aback he rubs my back soothingly hushing my whispering calming lyes to me " its alright" " you're okay" I calm down and now ere just standing in his room hugging "go to bed you seem tired we can talk more later but you should rest." He whispers. I nod and walk to my room falling asleep quickly cause its that time of the month;)
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Do hey y'all I'm Brooklyn and I've never written anything on here before so I'm sorry if it sucks but if I get 10 cements ill post the chapter 2 I love y'all comment and stuff byeeeeeee
