This Might Not Yet Might Work...

Ch. 3. Broken Vow

~This now takes place a year later, where Aka and Josh are actually friends, and Akashi may or may not have a little crush on Josh, and let's face it Josh was in love with Akashi the first second he saw him, but now Josh is even more in love with Akashi~

I stare at Josh as he sleeps soundly on his bed on his half of the room from my desk.
I look down at my diary and start writing about how cute he looks when he's sleeping.

I already know I broke my vow... And I feel like a damn idiot! He flirts with me daily, it's like his new habit, but I don't show the fact that I like him back now at all. I mean, I doubt I will ever! I may have broken the vow mentally, but I will never break it physically.

After signing off, I look back to Josh and watch his eyes flutter open as he welcomes the morning with a nice big yawn as he sits up, the blankets falling into his lap to reveal his six-pack, which kills me to look at since I wanna have a damn nosebleed over it so badly, but somehow, I'm able to stop myself.

"M-morning." I greet him like always with a small smile gracing my face, since we somehow became friends after my outburst of yelling at him when we first met. "Oh, well, morning to you too ~Cupcake~," He says to me with a smirk. "Can you quit calling me Cupcake?" I say to him with a somewhat pissed facial expression. "Nope, never~," He says as he gets out of bed and walks over to his dresser to put on his ripped clothing of which I have no clue how he even is able to put so smoothly.

I look away from him before he can notice I watched him put his shirt on and open my diary to start writing once again. "You really are connected to that diary, aren't you Cupcake~?" He says.
I swear everything he says to me now has a flirtatious tone.

Not that I care, I love it actually, but I think he thinks it annoys me since that's how I somewhat react, annoyed, when he says anything like that.

"Yeah, I mean it is my diary, dumbass," I say as I shut the book and spins to face him in my spinning chair. "Alright, alright, I'll back off you about your diary." He says, putting up his hands defensively with a smartass smile crossing his handsome face that makes me melt inside to look at.

"Thank you. Now if you don't mind, I'll be right back." I say getting up after realizing it's been two weeks since I last took a shower. "Where are you going?" He asks me. I walk over to the bathroom door, "I'm gonna take a shower." I answer him simply as I walk in, shut the door behind me and lock it.

Just needing to take a shower wasn't the only reason I wanted to come to hide in here... Staring at him made me excited, and I feel like a dumbass because of it, but it's not my fault, it's my body's fault! Alright, it is my fault... Wait, no! It's not my fault he's sexy-but it's my fault I'm attracted to him...

Ya'know what, I'll shut up now. After taking my hour long 'shower', I actually took a shower as to not look suspicious, I walk out only wearing a nice clean pair of black jeans with a white towel around my neck. I take the towel and ruffle it with my dark red hair and toss it on my bed as I bend down, my back turned to Josh, to grab my black button up shirt and black tie.

Josh then does the unthinkable.
Something I thought he wouldn't ever dare do.
Something I don't think his mind would let him conjure up.