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What am I

I nervously walk towards the door. The door that behind, lays a monster. A monster who's lived many generations, who can kill humanity in a day. I must stop this madness. I dont want us to live in fear anymore, I have been doing many researches, read many books, just to find a way to kill him. But, i hadn't gotten any answer. All the books I have read about him only talked about how strong he is, and how no one should ever anger him. But I need answers. He is a monster that everyone fears, and I'm the only one who doesnt, for I know I am not a human. Heck, I've gone to hell and back three times, literally. But even so, what matters is that I get to know what everyone in this crazy mortal world isnt telling me. They won't tell me what I am. I gently knock, and hear a "come in". I open the door, just to meet his cold blue eyes. "What am I" I demand as soon as I enter. He chuckles, though it doesnt reach his eyes. What he says next is something that I should have expected, but still shocked me. Looking at me straight in the eyes, serious, he says "Well, the answer is obvious. You're the true monster, not me as everyone thinks. Compared to you, I'm just a helpless little ant. You can destroy the gods, anything that comes in your path, but there's something else you need to know...."