we all got dressed and got our brooms, Hagrid said we'd be going out over the lake. It was hard for me to keep my eyes off of Harry while he had Luna (the least pervy of all of us) hold a towel up over him so he could get dressed. I also couldn't help but feel jealous of he and Ron's friendship. I honestly couldn't believe how fast im falling for Harry. I've had feelings for him since first year, all though I didn't really know what they were at the time. I don't really remember when I realized I liked him, but I swore to myself that I'd never tell him. (look how far that went!) Neither Harry or myself were even out of the closet yet, the only people that knew was the bunch of lunatics we were stuck with. I really wanted to kiss him... He looked over at me and I felt My face get hot. "you look so cute when you're blushing." He whispered in my ear, his mouth so close I could feel his breath on my neck. I turned my face towards his, putting My hand on his cheek. I leaned in but he turned away. "no. Not now dray.." "oh why not??" I said sadly. "because..." "okay." I said quietly. Then I felt him lean in. "wha??" I said. Then he smashed his lips to mine. I let my hands tangle roughly into his hair, making it messier than usual. Harry held me in place by my belt loops and my hands traveled downwards and my hands stopped at his hipbones. I felt his tongue flick out across my bottom lip. I shook my head no, just letting him whine. "dray..." He said. I shook My head again, trying to get him worked up. I felt his tongue touch my lip again and I let him in this time, letting him explore every inch of my mouth. He sighed happily and squeezed my sides. "Harry?" I heard Ron say. To my surprise, Harry didn't listen. He just held Me tighter. "Harry??" Ron repeated. Harry (once again) didn't answer. Ron sniffed angrily. "Harry!!?" No answer. "Harry freaking potter!!!!!" Ron yelled. "ugghh what??" Harry asked. "where did you put my clothes??." "under hermione's bed, like I told you yesterday!!" Ron rolled his eyes. Harry just shrugged and kissed me again. I heard Ron scoff and walk away. His mouth moved away from mine and he made his way up my jaw and to my ear. He kissed behind my ear. I did all I could to stifle the moan that I just let out, but I couldn't. I never knew that spot was there before, but damn, I did now, he kissed it over and over again, making it hard for me to hold back the moans. He kissed it one last time and I moaned quite loudly and I knew everyone heard it. All the girls in the room were blushing while the boys were looking around awkwardly. "would you two pull it together and stop this shit?? We have things to do today!!!" Ron yelled. "Ronald!" Hermione said. "sorry.." I said.
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We flew over the lake and I watched as our wavering reflections all flew away. (they wouldn't stick around all day you know?) I saw Luna swoop Down low and let her feet skim the surface of the water. I stayed close to Harry and Ron stayed clear of us, he seemed angry, maybe even jealous. Maybe he would finally see how he made me feel all these years. I know he'll never feel bad, and I don't expect him to, it's My fault he hates me. But it was hard sometimes, thinking that you can never have your one true love, and being someone you're not wasn't always that easy either. I used to really struggle to hide my feelings, in all honesty, I probably tried too hard. But after a while, I thought that there was no hope, and it got easier to hide my feelings, but I also kind of let go of myself, not really caring how I looked or how my grades were, I made myself sick thinking about it, so sick I didn't want to eat or sleep... Sometimes I felt like if- "Dray!" Harry yelled. "uhh God what?" "are you okay? I've said your name 4 times now." "yeah, I just zoned out I guess." He nodded. I also just realized how jealous I was when I Harry at the ball 2 years ago with... That...that girl...I will be going with him this year, and I don't care what the rest of the school thinks.
