Worry worry worry worry worry
The thing clouds my veins,
Holds me hostage,
And steals my happiness.
//
I am always so freaking worried,
And worry turns to fear and suddenly I'm drowning.
I don't know how to breathe because worry is blocking my lungs.
I'm worried about everything and everyone.
//
I'm a slave to my own mind.
I wish so badly that I could live a care-free life,
But I already know I won't get one.
//
I don't deserve happiness,
Or anything but pain.
Yet for some fucking reason I keep pursuing it.
//
I always get hurt because I hope.
