𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙞𝙨𝙝 ˚✧₊ 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜

7/7

Jisung's POV

I wasn't a dumbfuck, I knew he gave me Renjun's address but I'll go with it.

My Uber pulled me up to Renjun's driveway, I thanked him and told him to wait for a few seconds. He agreed politely and I walked up to knock on Renjun's door. Chenle opened it, looking pretty cute, but obviously not in a gay way.

The elder had on a white shirt with an animated devil, over it was a red lingerie dress that was decorated with lace. White socks and shoes were slipped on his feet perfectly, red cat eyed retro glasses leaning on the bridge of his nose. His lips were a deep pink, heart sequins stuck to the bottom lip to add shimmery effect. His eyeshadow almost looks like lipgloss due to the fact that they were a glossy red, his cheeks and the bridge of his nose were painted with a soft red-orange blush, fake freckles dotting everywhere the blush touched.

I was drooling at such a sight. But I had to contain myself.

I opened the car door for Chenle and got in quickly after, shutting the door behind me. "I know that that's Renjun's house... so, is there something you'd like to tell me?" the driver had started driving to the house that was throwing the party. Chenle squirmed nervously.

"I don't want you to think of me any differently but... I'm rich?" I raised my eyebrows at him.

"Why in a question format? Do you not know if you're rich or not?" Chenle giggled at my joke and pushed me lightly with his arm which made me smile slightly. "What? It's easily a yes or no question..." Chenle's laughter filled up the car and I looked at the older fondly. 

"Yes, I'm rich. Become toxic and I'll use my petty rich card to block you outta my life." I elbowed the air sarcastically which made him laugh and smile which made me happy. 

"Nice! I'll use my skater edgy boy moves to bully you until you fall in love with me." Chenle rolled his eyes with a final chuckle and leaned on my shoulder, opening up his phone to take a photo of us both. It gave me butterflies. You know the ones, the ones that appear when your homie gives you a hug. 

We pulled up to the party and I helped Chenle out of the van, holding his hand tighter the closer we got to the house, the closer we got to drunken fools. "Do you actually get drunk here?" Chenle asks with concern and I look back at him with a smirk plastered on my face.

"No, but I do get high as hell." Chenle giggled as we opened the door and walked into the kitchen of the house. "I thought you hated me, yeah?" I asked, recalling our events together while taking a blunt off of a platter, lighting it and taking a hit off the joint.

"I was certainly scared about the power you held because I don't wanna get exposed. People would just make fun of me again. I don't like that feeling." I offered him the marijuana and he declined politely, coughing a few seconds later. I took a hit off the weed and leaned against the counter, the drug still in between my lips.

"Again?" I question his words and he nods shyly at me picking up things. "Trust me, princess, I'm very good at listening, never miss a word." Chenle blushes at the nickname but nods nonetheless.

"The reason behind this habit was this little girl from China telling me when I was younger that I'd never pretty. I was desperate to be just as beautiful as the rest of the girls. It didn't seem like much of a problem either back then because I was just a child, I didn't know weird from not weird. I guess the girly things just stuck with me." I nodded, paying attention to each sound his mouth made.

 "I'd say cheers to that girl, I wouldn't have noticed you if it weren't for her. I'm very hooked on you, not in a gay way-" He stopped me before I could even finish my sentence.

"I get it Jisung, no need to clarify." I smiled at him lopsided, a bit high at this point.

"Right," I mumbled, ending the blunt's life on the platter plate before looking back at Chenle who was looking down at his thighs. "Wanna dance?" his head snapped up at this and he nodded, stars in his eyes that made me melt at the knees in a brotherly way. Of course.

Out on the dance floor we walked, it took us a while to find the beat but we did it. I could hear the muffled lyrics over everything that was going on and soon I recognized the song to be Pick it Up by Famous Dex, feat. A$AP Rocky.

I didn't know if Chenle was inhaling the weed, or if he was just getting brave because he started grinding against my body which made my cheeks turn red in surprise. "Chenle... you know what you're doing, right?" Chenle nodded and smiled at me when he turned back around, pressing himself against my chest and giving me one lazy hug before dancing once again.

I admired the boy's charisma throughout the night despite wearing such an outfit. If only he had this much confidence during the day he'd catch everyone's eye and would be the heartthrob of the school in my opinion.

Chenle looked up at me and gave me a running hug with such force that it knocked me back a few steps. "Woah there Chenle, are you sure you didn't smoke anything? Drink something." Chenle shrugged and pecked me on the lips before going off into the cloudy crowd and dancing the night away. It felt magical even though it lasted about 0.5 seconds but I couldn't say I didn't not like it... I couldn't be gay though...

I held Chenle's hand and dragged him with me outside the house, forcing him to sit on the curb. He pouted but laughed shortly after. I took a hit of my vape, blowing rings before looking at his eyes. They were slightly red for sure. I waited until he blew air out of his mouth to smell his breath. "Who offered you alcohol?" I asked and Chenle scoffed before laying on the curb, forcing his head into my lap.

"Hot cute guy or whatever his name is he cot or hute which is a mix of hot and cute and I thought he was hot and cute." although it was weird to hear him call another boy hot and cute I laughed nonetheless at his drunken state.

I took another hit of my vape before I saw Chenle making grabby hands at it. "This? Oh no, darling, this isn't for you. I don't want you smoking this stuff." I played with his hair and made he a humph sound before closing his eyes to rest them.

"I wanna smoke your USB port though!" I heard him whine seconds later. I threw my head back and laughed at his absolute stupidity while being intoxicated.

"Baby, this isn't a USB port." Chenle nodded, seeming sarcastic.

"I think I like boys Chenle." I mumbled as I blew out a ghost and Chenle's head lifted out of interest at such a topic. "I like this boy at our school and when I'm with him, I feel infinite. I've never liked a boy and I've never had such feelings like this. I don't know what to feel but I think he's my gay awakening." I looked down at Chenle who was sleeping soundly on my lap, not paying attention to shit.

I chuckled and pushed his hair back to plant a kiss on his forehead.

"I love you Chenle." I took one final hit before laying on the grass with Chenle on my lap, soon enough falling asleep due to exhaustion.