So this is for myself. Days are starting to blend together again. Other stuff. Draw from it what you will.
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When you feel so light, floating 10 feet off the ground,
Blocking everything out, don't want to hear a single sound,
It might jolt me out of this inner peace,
And now I'm finally here, don't want to leave.
If I leave I might start dying again.
I wish that I had lied
When I said that you were ripped from my side,
I don't want to feel a thing anymore.
The only thing that feelings bring now is pain.
But gravity, it always brings me back to earth,
Deep inside this cold, cruel, ugly world.
It burns as bright as a million suns,
the collective souls of everyone.
Can I go there just for a second?
Or can I stop by for an hour every day?
Anything to get away from the humdrum life I lead,
Anything, to get away.
I wish that I had lied
When I said that you were ripped from my side,
I don't want to feel a thing anymore.
The only thing that feelings bring now is pain.
