Going Nowhere

why.

why do people feel the need to hurt me?

i'm just like you, i have expectations and regulations. i don't like being out of control when my feelings take over, embracing every word you say, instead of being able toricochet it away.

how can i forgive myself, i ask.

i do this all the time, and i let others get the best of me. i want to feel loved, i want to feel like i matter. i want to feel safe and have nothing to worry about.

i'm jealous that other people have the love that's lacking in our atmosphere, i thought you would realize.

all i do is cry, and soon enough angels will teach me how to fly.

why do you hurt me?