Diary Entry 1
Okay so this Diary is about me; Ella Kasser. I’m an average shy twenty year old girl going to college. I don’t have many friends and I normally hide out in my room all day. I am currently enrolled in Practical Nursing and I have a Major crush on an EMT which is also enrolled in Practical Nursing. He isn’t one of those guys that you drooling over like Ian Somerhalder but like one of those kinda guys you can count on to be there for you, or include you in group activities. Ya I could dream about him all day… like seriously I already do, He is the one reason why I’m going to get through my class this semester or at least hope too.
Today was the day that I would finally get to start my studies. I was excited and nervous at the same time. I wouldn’t know anyone in the class but the one guy that has been haunting my dreams for the past few months. We had met at a friend’s bonfire and got talking. Now I was drunk at that bonfire and didn’t really think twice when he messaged me on facebook. I wasn’t one to talk much and I kept to myself most of the time so when he messaged me I couldn’t reply no matter how hard I tried but finally I got the guts and said hi. We talked occasionally but nothing personal just a “hey how’s it going” and what not. But the one day where I go to the new school website with my courses do I notice his name in my class roaster.
I am putting on my tight black pants with a loose plaid shirt and my boots. Yes I love my cowgirl clothes. I didn’t exactly have a nice frame but I have been working on it. I have a tummy and big bøøbs but did I care? Yes I cared a lot but I don’t let it get to me too much I just wear a tummy tucker and I feel better but I hope to ditch that soon. I straighten my hair and grab my bag and stuff my laptop in as well as my textbook as I walk to the kitchen grabbing myself a banana and cheese string before the bus shows up.
The bus ride is about forty-five minute in which I use the time to start reading notes I had taken from textbook questions. Hey what can I say I like to be ahead of the game. Today would just be a simple day – hopefully – but knowing college it would probably be hectic with sheets of paper with course outlines, homework, so on and so on.
Thank god the college had a Tim Horton’s to get me through the day which is the first place I stop. I’m standing in a long line waiting, listening to music when I feel a tap on my shoulder. Looking back I see the one person I was hoping to see but secretly not wanting to talk to but wanting to talk to – if that makes sense.
“Hey stranger, nice seeing you here early Monday morning.” He smiled.
“Well you know, I gotta have the caffine in me after a party weekend”
“You don’t party, everyone knows that. Did you mean to say gaming it all weekend.” I mustve been blushing furiously because he started laughing. Walking in front of me he orders as I just stand there stunned.
“What do you want in your coffee? 3sugars? Ya okay cause that’s what I ordered you now hurry up, don’t wanna be late for your first class due to “fooling around with a guy”” He walked away laughing. I quickly grab my coffee and catch up to him wanting to smack him for his smart remark.
“Well if you don’t know already I am short but I can walk pretty fast so don’t try me.”
Before I could think of what was happening he pushed me to the side “I will try you if I wanna try you, you may not feel it now but trust me you will soon feel the need for me” and with that he walked away into the crowd of people. I was in the state of shock and lost in my own thoughts. If only he knew how I felt about him, I just hide it because I am scared to loose myself.
