Shattered ( On Hold )

Chapter 1

Darkness was once
my enemy and
i hate it when
i was a child.
Now as this lonely girl
with nothing left,
i embrace darkness
because right now
it is my friend and
it keeps me away
from these traitors.
I just want to break out
of my weak shell.
I don't want to be weak
and scared all the time.
I hate being worthless and ugly.
Everyone has abandoned me.
I can't leave them.
This is my home, but i can't stay.
Because they are
breaking me down
physically and mentally
What do i do

- Hi, first of my my names, Emiralle Adirana  here's my story whereby how i was from nothing to a somebody. I was rejected abused basically destroyed in all ways. But i got back up on my own two feets. So here you are now you know who i am why not let's continue in to my story. -

Emiralle POV :

"EMIRALLE!" My brother yelled.
"Get that fat ass down and cook for us now!". He yelled.
I was the omega of the pack after my parents were gone, i bacame a no body. While sometimes i really wish i could just block those memories out so i would not remember anything. Many of my past haunts me in the night or day, either with my eyes wide open or shut asleep. They always starts with me running.

• [FLASHBACK] •

"Run baby girl, promise us that no matter what happen you won't turn back keep running straight. We will be right behind you we promise". My parents say. I gave them a face which stated 'why are we running? Who are we running from?' They understood my facial expression so they said "Emi, promise us something. No matter what happens never turn back, You're very special and don't trust anyone, you'll understand when your older now's not the right time, everything will soon be revealed when you're ready".

* Still Running *
I was still running, further and further away, then came a sensation that something was wrong so i called out "Mommy! Daddy! Should i keep going straight?" But no answer, which made me broke my promise to them, (how would i know that promises weren't meant to be broken as i was only 5 at that time.) So i turned around only to find them both on the ground. Lying dead with blood splattered all over them, i ran towards them and crouch down and cried out "Mommy! Daddy! Please wake up, you promise to be right behind me!" I tried my hardest not to shed a single tear but it was no use, the tears that i tried holding back came hitting me like a raging storm. I want my parents back.

Out of no where my pack appear and saw me with my parents bodies, the first conclusion that came was i killed my parents. That was when i also became the omega or you could called it the slave of the pack.

•[ END OF FLASHBACK ]•

That's how my memory always haunts me, crouching down beside my parents bloody body. I've always blamed myself. Because if i was stronger they wouldn't be dead, if i wasn't even born i guess they would be living a happy life wouldn't be killed, i wouldn't be kneeling infromt of their bloody bodies wouldn't be the pack slave. "Stop blaming yourself. Really girl, you gotta calm your tits it's not your fault they're dead, they were protecting you they love you so much they didn't want that to happen, but yes shits happen for a reason. Just like they said we're special you'll know soon, cheer up alright, I'm here for you i love you emiralle stop beating yourself up, if there isn't you, there wouldn't be me too so smile, don't let those memories bring you down". My wolf started saying she's always there to comfort me whenever i feel down. My wolf was with me right after my parents passed. Cool right as most people only get theirs when they're 16yrs old that's also when their first shifts starts, but i got mine at 9, I still haven't shifted yet but Today's gonna be the day i shift as today's my birthday. I'm excited but i feel like somethings not right...

- School Time -
I was on my way to class. As i was opening the door. I felt something drop on my head *BANG !* something was dripping. They've put paint bucket on the door, i was humiliated infront of everyone, no one bother to help all they did was laugh, they just kept laughing. Before i know it i heard the word i thought i would never hear my wolf say "MATE !!!"

He came up and i could smell him so close, he Scent contains vanilla chocolate, i already knew what he will do, he was the biggest bully and most of all the biggest douche bag,  his none other then the future alpha of the moonlight pack 'Steffan McCoy' once infront of me he halt, all eyes were on me, as he stopped, he said "I Steffan McCoy future alpha of moonlight pack, rejects you Emiralle Adriana as my mate and the future luna". He thought i would cry but guess i surprised him with the sadistic smile on my face, i had enough of all this bull shits. So i smiled at him and replied "I Emiralle Adriana accepts your rejection as your mate and future luna of the moon light pack Steffan McCoy." With that i turn and walk away. Not glancing back one bit, as i could hear the queen bee came running towards Steffan. So I decided to go back and end it all, i had enough and my wolf agree with me. Once i reach the pack house i grabbed everything and leave while cutting all ties, I started running as i also didn't even know where i was heading too. I ran and ran till i saw the a beautiful lake and took a pit stop, while i was resting to regain my strength i fell to the ground with pains all, i could feel my bones rearranging, Nycto came told me let it come naturally because it's your nature to shift, just relax it'll all be over soon. I did as told, and the next thing i was in all four. I stood up walk towards the lake, i was shock to say as i was huge my fur was as white as snow. They were suppose to be extinct, as i took a closer look at myself i notice a spot on my forehead and realized that it wasn't a spot it's actually a cresent moon shape mix with a crown. I quickly ask my wolf how do i shift back, she told me to think about my human self and i will shift back. So i thought of my human self and there i was standing on two but i was wearing a white lace dress, i ask my wolf what's this about. She just replied, we are special emi.

Nycto - emiralle wolf
Emi - short for emiralle
Steff - short for steffan
May - short for mabel ( Queen bee)

- Hi this is the end of chapter 1 -