Since the call didn't carry through, and was extremely muffled, I decide on shooting a text to Tyler, subtly hinting at my feelings. This was a big step for me, for my fear of my strong feelings being rejected overwhelmed me with anxiety.
Today was the planned day to film with him. Time passes after the message, but no response whatsoever. Was there something of the matter, or was he just busy?
I concluded that he was busy, so I proceed to get ready for the day. I did seemingly simple tasks, such as cleaning up my apartment, reading a couple of interesting chapters out of the book I was currently reading, the list goes on.
After some hours of nonstop boredom, I decide to text Tyler again, letting him know I have a brilliant idea for our planned video.
I assumed he could sense my excitement, because he immediately replied.
My heart stopped, I couldn't think of any quick response. My head was clouded with fear, my breath shortening.
I waited some time to respond, because my heart trembled with anxiety, for I didn't know how he would react to the idea.
I waited a bit more for my anxiety to suppress, and my breathing coming back to a normal pace.
Finally, I pitched the idea of The Boyfriend Tag
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The Video (Troyler au WIP)
RomantikJust a little fanfic I've decided to start making.