Letters From Me to You (AshtonIrwin)

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Dear Ashton Irwin,

        Its like as soon as I sit down, I feel like a kid awaiting a big assignment.

        When all it is, is a letter to you.

        A letter to Ashton Irwin.

        Who would've thought that someone as lonely as me, would've been writing to someone like you?

        Surely not I.

        And definitely not anyone else.

        I ponder a moment. Deciding what to write.

        When nothing comes to mind. I think to write whats lingering my brain.

        So a bunch of thoughts of emptiness.

        When I was young I was told I had insomnia.

        Its terrible really 'cause some nights I never sleep.

        Thats all its really about, but sometimes I sneak at least 2-3 hours of a rest.

        But in the hours I sleep, my mind becomes trapped.

        Trapped inside a nightmare of never waking up.

        -Maryl