Here is a chapter for you lovelies <3
Recap: Things got hot and heavy between Jackie and her step-dad Bill (she thinks of him as her real dad though). Also just to clarify, Finn is her step brother who she thinks of as her real brother
trigger warning- leave now if a minor 'almost' rape scene will offend you
It's a week later and I still haven't completely processed what happened between me and Bill. Don't get me wrong, it really turned me on, but it's kind of weird. I mean, I think of him as my dad, so technically I guess that was incest? Kind of gross when you think about it, but it was so fucking hot that I don't care.
Ever since I came back from the hospital, people haven't been able to resist me. Even Finn. He tries to be subtle about it, but the other day I caught him "fixing himself" after staring at me for a while. I can handle Ian, but not two people I consider my family. It's just a little too much.
Suddenly my phone starts vibrating. I pick it up and see an incoming call from Emily. Ugh, no. I am so not in the mood for human interaction. I've had enough of that for a week. Everyone's been babysitting me and constantly asking me how I feel. I just need some alone time for a while. I hit the decline button and throw my phone on the bed. This calls for a Netflix marathon. Me, my bed, some snacks and some Gossip Girl. I could get behind that.
I hop off my bed and jog downstairs to the kitchen. I open the fridge and peer inside to find some food. Ew, a bunch of healthy stuff. I slam the door shut and look inside the pantry. Damn, since when did everyone in this fucking house become health junkies? I let out an annoyed sigh and retreat back to my room. As I'm heading up the stairs, I hear voices. "Yeah, I'll be right back. Just gonna go get something to eat." Fuck. It's Ian. I've been avoiding since our little sensual encounter.
I attempt to turn around and quickly run back downstairs before he spots me, but I'm too late. "Hey, Jackie. Haven't seen you in a while." I cringe hearing him say Jackie instead of Jacks. He's smiling but his eyes are cold. Whoa, talk about cranky. He quickly looks behind his shoulder to make sure no one's there, then violently grabs my arm.
"Come here." He says then pulls me into the kitchen. He pushes me into the wall and presses my hands above me head. "You think I forgot what happened last time. I got in some deep shit with Bill, you little slut," he sneers and snaps the strap of my tank top. I try to pry away from him but he pushes me even harder and thrusts himself against me. Okay, he's taking things way too far.
"Stop, Ian." He doesn't seem to hear me and starts to kiss me. I pull away from him and this time speak up a little louder. "Ian, stop!" I repeat, starting to panic. I whimper as he continues to grind against me and even starts to grab my leg. "Get away from me!" I yell and shove him away. He stands back, stunned as to what he did.
"Shit. God, what the fuck is wrong with me? I have no idea what came over me." He tries to touch me but I jerk away. "Just stay away from me, Ian. There's a difference between having fun, and taking advantage of people," I hiss. I feel my eyes well up with tears. Yeah, right. Like I'm going to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. I storm out of the kitchen, and bump right into Finn.
"Jackie, what's wrong?" He asks. He peers into the kitchen and sees Ian leaned against the wall with a guilty expression written across his face. "What the fuck did you do to her?" He spits out at him. Ian looks at me with eyes full of regret. "Dude, I'm sorry. It was an accident, okay?"
Finn looks like he's about to burst. "What was an accident. Why is Jackie crying?" He demands. I can tell he knows the answer, but doesn't want it to be true. He repeats himself. "Why the fuck is Jackie crying, Ian?" Uh oh. A fight is about to break out.
"Finn, it's fine. It was nothing." I assure him. He looks at me with uncertainty, and turns back to Ian. He clenches his fists and looks like he's about to take a swing. "Finn! Really, everything's okay. I'm fine." I place my hand on his shoulder and pull him towards me. "Look at me, I'm okay. Just let it go." At this point, he knows that Ian put his hands on me. Despite the fact that he's a douche, I have to protect him from Finn. He'll literally destroy anyone who tries hurt me, so needless to say that Ian would be in a bit of trouble.
Finn walks up to Ian and grabs him by the shirt. "Get the fuck out of here, bro. I don't want to see you here anymore." He abruptly lets go, and Ian stumbles back. He looks at me again with the same stupid sorry look in his eyes. "Jackie I-", I cut him off before he gets a chance to finish his sentence.
"Forget it, Ian." I say with a smile on my face, but the look in my eyes as frigid as ice. I push past Finn and head up to my room. Lesson learned. I knew I never should have left my room. I'm just gonna live there for the rest of my life. I'm in my room when I hear the front door slam and hushed voices talking outside. Great. I left Ian alone with Finn. So much for protecting him.
I stand at the window to hear better. "What's wrong with you? Wow, I really thought I could trust you again, and then you go touching my sister?! You really are a dumb fuck," Finn spits at him. What does he mean by 'trust you again'? I continue listening, getting bits and pieces of their conversation. "I couldn't help it. She's such a fucking tease, man." Ian pleads with Finn.
Finn's voice fills with rage. "She isn't another one of your monthly whores, Ian. Stay away from her. You hear me? Stay the fuck away from my sister! After I finally forgive you for what happened with Olivia, you have to go do shit like that." Olivia? Who the hell is that? After a few more minutes, their heated discussion seems to have ended. I hear the front door slam shut, and footsteps approaching the stairs. Great, he's probably going to come up here and we're gonna have some awkward talk. I quickly lunge for the door and try to shut it, but I'm too late. It's like he knew I was going to try to lock him out, because he's already got his foot jammed in the doorway, stopping me from closing it. He kicks it open and crosses his arm.
He watches for a minute. "Jackie. We're going to talk about this. This isn't some sort of joke. He tried to touch you." I roll my eyes and glare at him. "What is there to talk about, Finn?" I ask him, pacing around the room. "It's sounds pretty straight forward to me. And frankly, it's a little awkward to be talking to you about this, don't you think?" I ask bluntly. "Not only are you my brother, but he's your best friend. I'd rather not have this conversation with you." He arches his eyebrow.
"Oh, so would you rather have this conversation with Mom, or Dad? Because I can have that arranged."
I glower at him, and feel my blood start to boil. "Fucking hell. Can't I just be left alone for one second in this goddamn house! Ever since I got back from that shit hospital, everyone's been either tip-toeing around me, harassing me with questions, or won't leave me the fuck alone! Just leave me alone. Is that so much to ask?" He looks at me with hurt eyes, but I'm not done ranting yet. "I honestly thought that once I got home, I'd finally have the life I had before I got sick. But boy was I wrong. You do realize that I was away from you guys for a year?! I didn't see you guys for a year, and I finally get back and you treat me like I'm sort of sick burden. "Huh," I snort, "I guess that's what I am in you guy's eyes. Well, I'm better now. Don't you guys understand that? All we ever talk about is how I'm feeling. It's like you guys don't even care about me anymore. All you care about is who I was. So please, spare the protective older brother act and start treating me like I'm not some sort of diseased stranger." I snap at him.
I casually walk over to my bed and grab my phone. "Don't let the door hit you on your way out." I say coldly.
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yikes, i don't know what's wrong with jackie y'all. she's moody and rude. everyone's just trying to help her and she giving them ATTITUDE. do you guys agree? is jackie being a bitch, or do you totally understand where she's coming from? let me know !!! sorry if this chapter was a little short. i poured all of my energy into it so that's what's important..right?? anyways thanks for reading this chapter. i really appreciate you <3
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