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"morning courts."
i groan as i cuddle him more.
"come one, wake up. i gotta record."
"no, im staying here." i cry as i hold onto him more.
"let go, i have a banging headache."
no reply.
"courtney! now!"
i groan loudly and turn my back to him, closing my eyes. i feel him get of bed and get into a bathrobe, he soon exits the room.
—
"george, help.."
george sighs and looks at me.
"he loves you, you know that, right?"
i invited george round to 'record a video' , i actually needed advice.
"he's just ignoring me now. he said he's with jm but he's somewhere else, we don't know where he is george!" i cry.
george hugs me, rubbing my back, he holds his hand in mine and cups my cheek with his hand.
"love, you and will were meant to be, he's never been in love with someone so much, its you he loves. he doesn't know what to do with himself, everything will be okay. i need to go film a video with alex now but promise me you will be safe?"
i nod.
"call me if you need anything, or call beth. bye love."
"bye i love you."
he laughs. "love you more."
and with that he leaves.
—
"hi, will. how was the recording with jm?"
"it was great, jm is now editing it."
"what happened, did you guys like eat out or something?"
"yeah, nandos."
"hmm, thats confusing, because jm said that he's hangover and not in the mood to record, and you too didn't have plans to record. so will, where were you."
will sweats.
"im going."
he leaves the room, just to go into the lounge.
i sigh to myself. boys will be boys.
—
i get in the shower, do my hair and makeup.
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i take some pills for hangovers and eat a sausage roll, gotta be healthy.
i yawn and put on my shoes.
"where are you going."
i turn to see will questioning me.
"to go record a video with jm." i roll my eyes."
i walk to the door and a cigarette packet drops out my bag, will gasps and i quietly pick it up, i rush out and walk to my car.
i play my spotify playlist
1 bellyache 2 bitches broken hearts 3 7 rings 4 sweet but psycho 5 sunflower 6 cut my hair 7 rapgod 8 ocean eyes 9 sad 10 changes
"where to go.." i sigh, leaning back as my car starts up.
"i'll go see alex."
—
"hm, shall we record a video for you to forget about all this? just turn off you phone and relax, were together now. you can rant to me all you want"
i tell him the whole story.
"wow, ive never known will to do that. hes going to be so mad at you with the cigars.."
i hug alex.
"lets get you a nap."
i settle in alex's bed, i was in just my oversized hoodie and underwear, he was in a hoodie and underwear.
"i hope it doesnt feel weird sleeping with you again courts, sorry."
"its okay, were still best friends, right?"
we shake hands and head off to sleep.
—
i wake up to :
41 messages from will☀️
102 missed calls from will☀️
265 missed calls from george🌻
492 messages from george🌻
1 message from jc🥞
25 messages from jm📒
holy crap.
all of them were asking where i am, they had asked if anyone saw me on twitter, instagram and facebook, everywhere!
"alex."
alex groans. "oh my god, george cares alot."
i nod and sigh, replying that i slept at alex's house. i get scolded by george but will leaves me on seen.
—
"i swear to god, if you did anything with alex."
"so what if i did will?! its nothing to do with you, i dont even know what you did yesterday, i cant stand and stupid secrets, are lies. whatever we hide from each other! IVE HAD ENOUGH!" i slam my fists onto the table, i show a picture on my phone to will, a picture of him and his ex girlfriend katie kissing each other earlier today.
"i'm done, were done will. we obviously don't have a spark for eachother, or whatever other people say."
i leave the house, back to alex's, he told me to come back.
im almost at alex's and start to have a mental breakdown, i swerve alot in my car and there were police next to me. i pull up on the side as a police man approaches me.
he frowns as he sees the state im in and gets in the car. "wait here."
i see him walking back with 2 doughnuts and 2 hot chocolates, he closed my car door and we eat.
"thank you sir." i awkwardly smile.
"i'll drive you home, got to be safe."
(that part was based on a quote i read aha)
i arrive at alex's and say bye to the police. i wasn't going to tell anyone though.
