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Meeting My Idols

This was a draft of the next chapter I had that was already written. This story will be discontinued once I've posted this but I don't want to just have this chapter go to waste. Enjoy the last chapter in this story, its very long lmao. <3 Adrian.

Y/N's P.O.V; Your house

When I got home I began to get ready. I got into the warm shower and my thoughts drifted. My music playlist kept playing songs that made me think about him. My first ever boyfriend, the worst one, per se. The feeling of him screaming at me, and everything he said. My ears ring at the remembrance of those days.

-things are about to get really sad and very triggering (s**f h**m mentions)-

I looked at the razor sat beside me in the shower. I turned the water off and took the razor out of the shower with me. I put the razor to my skin again, then I remembered who I met today. The most amazing man, had just walked into my life, and I was about to end it..
I get a towel and dry the wounds. I put a band aid over them so they can heal as well and cleaned the blood around my from the few scars I created. I winced in pain that came from the scars, but other than that, I was completely numb.

-Warning over, for now-

I pulled on a pale tan oversized sweater and black skinny jeans. I then put on pretty low-heel black boots. I grabbed my phone and began to walk to the park. It wasn't too far of a walk, so I felt fine. When I arrived, I saw Hoseok there, the pink, setting sun lighting his face. He looked so gorgeous, you started to stare for a moment, then you approached him. "Hey Seokie !" You chirped excitedly, smiling deeply, you felt genuine happiness with him. "Hey, Y/N. Are you ready ?" He asked, his voice soft and calm. You nodded, he grabbed your hand as he stood up, but immediately retracted it. "Sorry..its out of habit..." Hoseok said, sounding almost upset about saying that. "Its fine, Seokie. If i'm honest with you, I liked it" You said and giggled at your own statement. He giggled along and smiled at you, taking your hand into his once again. You smiled, you felt genuinely happy and he made you feel protected. You both walked toward his car, you looked over at him, the bright sky turning his face a beautiful shade of pink that made him look absolutely stunning. Once you got to his car, he opened the door for you, you stepped into the car, absolutely amazed at how pretty the interior was. Hoseok then walked over to the drivers side and began driving. He looked so hot as he was driving, smoothly manipulating the wheel. We arrived around fifteen minutes later. "You ready to meet them, Y/N?" Hoseok asked you, smiling widely.

Hoseok's P.O.V; Hoseok's house

Y/N nodded. Her pretty smile creeping onto her face again. You stepped out of the car, Y/N also opened her door as you met her side. You two walked into the house together. Y/N was immediately shocked at the sight of the boys in front of her. Her hands met her face, cupping over her mouth, her wide eyes showed her amazed expression. She was so gorgeous. "Is this the Y/N you've been talking about, hyung ?" Jimin asked, I felt my face get hot. "Jimin! We weren't supposed to talk about that" You half whispered, half yelled. I saw Y/N blush at Jimin's statement. She bowed toward them "h-hi !" she said, obviously excited beyond belief. "Ah, no need to bow, Y/N, you're our friend." Namjoon said, I saw her blush at the statement. "T-Thank y-you !!" She said, I was now standing next to Jimin, and I saw Taehyung check her out at least 2 times already. Jimin saw the jealousy in my eyes, he knew I was clearly upset. "Why don't we go into the living room with the others." Jimin suggested. "Good idea, Jimin" I said, in almost a stern voice. We all walked into the living room, I walked next to Y/N, She glanced at me a few times, catching my eye. She was so beautiful, everything about her. Her glowing eyes, her bright smile, she was all around gorgeous. When we got in the living room, she then met Yoongi, Jungkook, and Jin-hyung. They all greeted her sweetly besides Yoongi. He just sat there with a blank expression. She sat down next to me on the couch and we all talked for a while. "So, Y/N, what's your passion?" Namjoon asked. "Oh! I'd really love to start in the music career, but I have truly no place to start. I don't know where to. I can play the piano and-" Y/N was suddenly cut off. "Try-out for BigHit." Yoongi finally spoke to her. Yet his tone was cold towards her. "I don't know.." She lingered on my words, I really think she has potential to get in. "They have girl group try-outs next month. Can you sing, or rap?" Asked Namjoon. "I mean, kind of. I'm not very good, though. Matter of fact I think i'm pretty terrible." I nudged her with my elbow. "We have a piano in the other room.." I suggested at her. "I- Uh- no.." She responded, and her face became flushed and shy. 

Y/N's P.O.V. 

Hoseok suggested that I should go play piano for the boys so they can see my skills. I am way to shy to do that. I can't do that. I'll mess up. "Why don't we get some food" Taehyung blurted out to the group, cutting the few moments of awkward silence. We all agreed. We wound up ordering sushi. 

-Time Skip to Dinner-

I sat next to Hoseok and Taehyung. We were sorting out which was which for each of us. Namjoon paid for it all. "This one is Y/N's" Taehyung said as he handed me my food, looking deeply into my eyes. I took it from his hands softly and replied with a quick "Thank you, Taehyung." "This one is mine, Tae." Hoseok said, seeing that Tae had his hands on his food. "Oh, I'm sorry hyung." He said, but it sounded almost sarcastic. I could see that Hoseok was upset. It made me want to cry. But I brushed it off until I finished my dinner. I was the first to finish, but I stayed at the table to talk with everyone. When everyone was finished we all went and sat back in the living room. I excused myself to go to the bathroom. When I was done using the bathroom I wandered a little bit. Then I found the piano. A gorgeous white piano with red and gold details of roses. So I sat down at it, no sheet music, no people, just me and the piano. I opened it to find beautiful clean ivory keys. I began to play one of my favorite pieces from BTS. 'House Of Cards' I played it better then what I had done before, even without the sheet music. Once I was done, I stood up and turned around to go back to the living room with the boys, but there they were, standing there. Everyone besides Yoongi.. What is his deal.. does he not like me..? That's another thought for a different time. "How much,, did you hear..?" I ask them, " Basically all of it" Jimin said. Jungkook hit him with his elbow "we weren't supposed to tell her!" He mumbled. "Oh god.." I whispered underneath my breath. "You NEED to audition for BigHit. You're extremely talented Y/N." Namjoon told me, I felt myself blush at his compliment. "I'll think about it" You told them. "We should go watch a movie" Jin added. We all went into the theater room in the house, then we put on a scary movie. There was individual seats and also double seats. Everyone filled up the individual seats, besides me and Hoseok. They also reclined. Me and Hoseok took the double seat, and he reclined it back. It was comfy and like a bed. I get very easily scared so I clung onto Hoseok each time there was a scary scene. Then a really triggering scene happened. 

- Trigger Warning, mentions of domestic ab*se/vi*l*nce and s**f h**m-

There was a scene of a married couple. The husband was drunk and coming home to his wife. He had a beer bottle in his hand. "GOD DAMMIT LACY, WHY ISNT THIS FUCKING KITCHEN CLEAN" The husband yelled at her. His wife came into the kitchen. "i-i'm sorry" she pleaded and began to cry. The husband took the beer bottle and broke the bottom, making it into a shank, then he stabbed her stomach with it. I can't watch this any longer. "Hoseok I need to go" You told him, tears streaming down your face. "Hey hey hey, whats wrong?" He asked. "Hoseok I need to go now" You said, standing up, but he followed right behind you. You were right by the front door when he grabbed your wrist. You winced in pain, forgetting that you had self harm scars there. You fell to the ground, hopelessly. "Bab- Y/N whats wrong, what happened..?" He asked. Then he saw the blood on his fingers. "Y/N..please let me see your wrist. I didn't harm you did I?" He asked. "No! You didn't.." you reassured him. He pulled back your sleeve to see the scars on your wrist. "Did you...Y/N.." He began crying really hard. " I love you, please stop doing that" He told me. "I love you too, I'm so sorry.." You told him. "What happened?" He asked. You two went into the living room together. You told him about your ex. Everything that he did to you, and why you began self harming.

-Trigger Warning Over-

"I want you to know, I will never EVER treat you like that piece of shit did." Hoseok told me. "Hey Hobi..." You said. "Yeah..?" He questioned and looked at you. Then you kissed him.