hidden identity [a vmin fanfic]

chapter 8

The overcast skies rumbled and Jimin cowered, sinking deeper into his sheets as he flinched every time the thunder roared. He suddenly spotted his phone and with shaky hands, decided to call Taehyung.

"H-hello? Mm-"
"T-tae..."
"A-ah can you u-uh call back l- mm- later? I-I'm busy."

He ended the phone call just like that, not even caring about what Jimin wanted. The latter felt his eyes water. He knew exactly what his boyfriend was 'busy' with.

He was busy fucking someone.

Jimin's heart broke. He was here with his stupid fear and his love was out the fucking someone else, not a shit about him.

Maybe he really just wanted the sex...

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Taehyung put on his clothes and chased the male out of his house.

I fucking messed up...

He slumped down onto his bed and picked up his phone, calling Jimin. But it immediately went to voicemail.

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Jimin was wrecked. He hadn't been in school for the past week and doesn't plan to attend anymore. All thats been on his mind was Taehyung, Taehyung, Taehyung. He couldn't concentrate at all.

He didn't use his phone, and only got out of his bed for water and a bath every day. That's how miserable he was. Sure, maybe he did expect Taehyung to cheat on him but not this early in their relationship. It hadn't even been three days into it and he already cheated.

Should I? He thought as he picked up his razor.
Fuck it. He doesn't love me anyway.
Cut.
I'm so worthless.
Cut.
I'm a failure.
Cut.
A loser.
Cut.
A let down.
Cut.
Everyone hates me.
Cut.
Maybe I should just die.
Cut.
Even Taehyung doesn't love me.
Cut.
He hates me.
Cut.
That's why he cheated.
Cut.
I was used.
Cut.
I'm so blind.
Cut.
I want to end it all...

Cut.
Cut.
Cut.

Out of a sudden, the doorbell rang. Jimin ignored it, knowing that it was probably just Jin checking up on him. He heard his front door opened and sighed, immediately washing the cuts and heading back to bed after washing them up. His room door swung opened and Jimin sighed, expecting another scolding by his hyung for not keeping his room clean.

But it never came.

He felt someone crawling into before with him and hugging him from behind.
"Jimin I'm so so sorry... I didn't mean to cheat on you I swear... I was just very stressed and went clubbing... and somehow ended up with some other person... Jimin..." The said latter teared up as Taehyung said all of that.

"Do you know... how hard it was for me... how much I suffered... I love you Taehyung... I really do... b-but..." He choked out a sob and Taehyung turned him around, hugging him tightly.
"I promise. I won't mess up again... that is if you let me?"
"I-I n-need time..." Taehyung nodded, understanding. He was contented with Jimin in his arms.

As his eyes scanned Jimin's body they stopped at his clothed wrist.
"Minnie... why is your sleeve red?" The elder's eyes widened and he hid his hand behind his back.
"U-uh uh... I-I..."
"Min... can you please show me your wrist?" Taehyung asked gently, wary of his tone.
"B-but you'll hate me..."

Taehyung shook his head and pouted.
"I can never hate you mochi. I love you too much."
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hi enjoy this shitty angst cuz i cant write angst AND EXPECT MORE FREQUENT UPDATES CUZ ITS DA WEEKENDDDD

and i dont do homework :)

me- the most basic kid in class
i copy homework
and i dont listen

OKAY MAYBE THATS CUZ I UNDERSTAND MOST OF IT (except for math ahaha)

but still

oh and chemistry is my favourite subject now 🤧 english suddenly sucks oofm

wtf is formal letter writing iskqmmswlnsjsjs

thank you for coming to my little ted talk

i p u r p l e y o u

12/6/21 update: did i really say i love chemistry... WTF HAHAHAHA NO