I was sitting alone in the classroom. When other students are shouting and giggling all around the class. I saw Changbin hyung was clinging to the new student Lee Felix. They looked perfect.
I felt like empty. Because Seungmin was not with me? No......never....I hate him....he is the only reason that I'm being alone here. But why was he not here? He usually comes school everyday......Hmft....I don't care....
"Hey Hyunjin...!! What are you doing alone?"
Jisung came to me. Jeongin came after him.
"Ah-h I was just wondering..."
"What happened with you and Changbin hyung?"
Jeongin asked.
"We just broke up.."
I sighed.
"Oh...we are sorry for that.."
Jisung patted to my head softly.
"Bytheway hyung...where is Seungmin hyung? Did something happen to him? He usually comes school everyday right?"
Jeongin asked.
"How do I know?"
"But hyung you both are bes-
"I SAID I DON'T KNOW ABOUT HIM AND DON'T ASK ME ABOUT HIM AGAIN.."
I screamed and other students also turned to our side.
"Hey...hey...calm down....let's talk about it later....okay...I'll come to your house after school....okay?"
They left me because teacher came to the class.
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"Where is Jeongin?"
"He went to Seungmin's house...he was worrying about Seungmin. He said that he can't reach for Seungmin's phone....I also tried but failed. "
"WHAT?"
Seungmin? Are you okay? Don't scare me?
"Yes...Did something happen between you two?"
"N-No just a argument....before that...
I dialed Seungmin's number.
"Jeongin was right....I'm scared Jisungie...~"
I again dialed Woojin hyung's....no answer.....Chan hyung's...no answer.
"Jisungie~ I can't reach Woojin hyung's and Chan hyung's also....."
I felt my eyes becoming teary. I'm feeling guilty about what I did to you.I said so many bad things to you. I also slapped you. It was because of a one kiss. You must be mad at me. You have to.But don't scare me like this Seungminie.... I'm sorry for my behaviour.
"Just calm d-
Before he say....Minho hyung came to my room with a big box and a envelope...
"Jinnie this is for you...take this quickly....it's heavy..."
I quickly dragged the box from him and place it on the floor.
"Here..."
He lend the envelope to me.
"What are these all?"
Jisung raised his eyebrows
"I-I don't know..."
I said and slowly opened the enveloped.
"A LETTER? "
Jisung was surprised.
I took the letter out.
"T-Thi-s this is Seungmin's handwriting..."
"WHAT?"
Jisung shouted.
"Read it man...quickly!"
"I can't Jisungie~I'm scared..."
"Scared my ass...!!! Read it.."
I started reading. I know I would regret after reading this.
Dear Jinnie,
I'm bad at writing letters. You know it right? But I have to write this letter to tell how much you mean to me and thank you for coming in to my life..you are something I never thought could exist for me. You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life. And I don't regret telling you how I felt.
I remember the day we met. It was four year ago. I was new to the school. I remember how you came to me and asked me to be friends. I remember that day as today. Because that was the day you stole my heart away from me. We were together after that day but my heart aches when you kept telling me I'm your best friend.
YOU ARE MORE THAN A FRIEND TO ME.
My all dreames and wishes faded away when you started a affair with Changbin hyung. Maybe simple guy like me doesn't deserve somebody as special as you. I'm happy for you both.
And also Jinnie please forgive me what happened on that day. I couldn't control myself. Please forgive me. I'm sorry for ruining your mood. I didn't mean to do it.
Finally I wanna say is, you said me to go away from you and you don't wanna see me again right Jinnie?
Okay...I'll do it Jinnie. If you happy with that I'm doing it.
Let's never meet again Jinnie.
And the thing I wanted to say you every time is,
I LOVE YOU JINNIE~I LOVE YOU MORE THAN A FRIEND.
I decided erase all of our memories for you and Changbin hyung. So I returned the gifts that you gave me in these four years.
Stay happy with Changbin hyung..
And also don't forget me Jinnie
Your Best Friend,
Seungminie~
I felt tears falling down from my eyes.
"What have I done? I broke his heart..I gave him so much PAIN..he doesn't deserve it...he was there for me every time... but I..."
I cried hard while hugging Minho hyung and Jisung.
"Hyunjin calm down my dear~ we can't do anything in a rush "
Minho hyung patted my head.
"No hyung...I was selfish and...urgg....I hate my self so much....I only hurt him every time....he never blamed me for it...why???....I'd rather die hyung..."
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? DON'T SAY SUCH THINGS!"
Jisung shouted me and at the moment his phone started to ring.
"Yes Innie?"
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"WHAT?"
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"REALLY?...oh no..."
He declined the call.
"Why Jisung?"
Minho hyung was scared too.
"It's Innie and he told me...that...when he went to Seungmin's house....there was no one and neighbours told him that Seungmin's family left there yesterday. "
"WHAT? NO... NO... sobbing* THAT'S MY FAULT JISUNGIE....JUST KILL ME....I CAN'T HOLD THE PAIN ANYMORE"
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