I watched a movie with Matt even though I almost didn't listen to any phrase because I was thinking of Damon.
Though I know that he just could've understood that if I had to choose (which I had) between him and Matt, I would surely choose Matt. He doesn't mean anything to me, we're just halfway to becoming friends. No matter what I just worried about my talk with him. I haven't ever been that irresponsible, so I feel bad for what I've done. The hard thing is going to be finding him, because tomorrow we don't even have a class together.
I tried to distract myself from him by doing homework and then reading for a while. By the time I read just a couple of pages my eyes were closing. I put "Gone with the wind" on my nightstand and turned away to sleep.
Generally, on days like this I am not able to sleep, but today I intentionally did so much homework so I would be able to avoid unnecessary thoughts and sleep. I will figure out what to do tomorrow.
I closed my eyes and then heard the alarm. I just closed my eyes. How could it already be the time for me to wake up? Are you serious? Now I finally understand why people always say that the time flies. It really does.
I don't know what's happening to me, but I even decided to have a breakfast today. A voice deep inside of me whispered to me that I wanted to escape from reality, that I wanted to go to the university as slowly as possible to avoid the talk. If you ask me, I don't even want to know why, but I was afraid of the talk we were going to have.
Moments later I was a completely different person who was saying that I'm not afraid of the talk even for a bit. He's the one who has to be afraid.
I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door and saw Matt standing in front of me.
"Hello baby! Missed me?"
I did, I really did, but today I just wanted to be alone. I wanted to organize my thoughts.
"Sure, Matty I missed you," I said hugging him tightly.
I grab my bag and we head towards the university. The whole way from my house to the university Matt was constantly telling me something, which I just couldn't concentrate to hear. I came back to the reality when he suddenly touched my arm.
"Who are you and what did you do to Bailey?" he said with a shocked expression.
"Why are you saying that?"
"I just tried to scare you as always, but you weren't scared at all. It made me sad."
"Really? I didn't even notice that you wanted to scare me. Sorry. I promise to be scared next time," I said smiling at him.
"Did something happen? Are you thinking about that demon of yours?"
"Honestly, yes I am. I know that the date didn't mean anything to me personally, but I had to do it for you," I said and felt ashamed of myself for lying to my friend.
For some unknown reason I was bothered by it was well. I think that it was because of his expression that day.
I was happy that Matt bought my lie and I didn't have to explain myself or something. He didn't say anything till we reached the university. He kissed my cheek and ran to his class. I was finally left alone with my thoughts. Meggy wasn't going to be here at the moment because she went to a meeting with one of our professors to discuss her essay she got a B on.
I entered the university searching for Damon. I couldn't find him.
I finally saw a hint of him, which was Julian.
"Hey hotie pie. How are you? Don't you want to go on a date with me today? I heard that you dumped my friend. I always knew that you wanted to go on a date with ME rather than him," he said winking at me.
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Stealing The Bad Boy's Heart - rewriting
Teen FictionEveryone falls in love with the bad boys! Why is it like that? But are the bad boys that bad? Maybe someone can bring out their good side? Will Bailey Stevens, a sophomore at the university be able to do that or will she give up?