Diary Of Some Teens

Chesney

Hey! My name is Chesney. I guess I'm supposed to write about my day um... Ok.

I guess I'll just dive in... My day was overwhelming. After being out in the country for all of summer helping my grandparents with their farm school just seems crazy... Too many people.

School provokes my demons to suck up all the happiness and leave my body as an empty numb being. They go away for a while and let me fill up so they can eat it all again.

My body is a twig and my eyes manipulate my brain saying, "you're still fat don't eat!" I don't for a week mom makes food for me I tell her I've already eaten.

I'm a writer/ song writer and something that I have noticed is that inspiration comes in waves and like all waves it pulls back all too quickly. Taking all the beautiful sea shells and shifting the sand. I try to grab the shell and then it's gone.

Can I just say that this is something that I will be annoyed with eventually...