Karma X Nagisa Oneshots

Chapter 3: The letter (Part 2)

A/N: mention of death. Implied suicide.

Chapter Text

Karma POV:

I hear the ringing of the doorbell from downstairs. The notebooks. I rush downstairs.

Before Nagisa died he had written down letters for each student of E-Class and along with the letters he had gifted us each one of his belongings. I was gifted the notebooks and along with the notebooks came the traveling memories and observations of Nagisa Shiota.

I wanted to understand his situation. I need to know why.

I open the door and take the box of notebooks inside. Closing the door I feel a sense of pressure come upon my me. I know for a fact some of these nobody other than Nagisa has seen.

I carefully open the box and on top of all the notebooks was my note, my letter. The one that reads "For Karma Akabane - E-Class". I pick it up, and panic.

I open it up slowly and carefully. When I finally see the his hand writing I freeze. It was just a minute, but it felt like hours. I seemed to notice everything at once, the clock on the wall making the noise that it does, the chirping of the birds from outside, the difference between shadow and light. Suddenly I snap my head back too my reality.

Looking my head back down at my best friends last gift given to me from him and I read.

"Dear Karma Akabane,

I'm Writing this letter to you in my room and it's about past midnight. Crazy i'm even doing this right? I mean seriously.

Now Karma I wish (no matter how much you don't want too) for you to forgive. Forgive your mother and father, forgive my mother and father, your classmates, I want you to forgive the world.

Next I wish to thank you for all the wonderful memories you've given me. I cherish even the bad ones because they helped shape me. When I first met you till my last day on earth I made wonderful memories, so I thank you. And that is why I had given you my notebooks.

Lastly before I end my writing I need you too know that I love you Karma. I know it's weird but I do and I can't help it. I like you and i'm scared of rejection but I really do like you. I think I always have. I love you.

Goodbye Karma.

-Love Shiota Nagisa"

As I finish reading I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

I felt a tear run down my face. Then the world showed my darkness once again as I set down Nagisas note.

I lean forward and then what felt like the first time in a long time I cried....I cried like I was five again. Nothing else seemed to matter in that moment.

Then I smiled through my crying fit. I closed my eyes and leaned my head up towards the sky.

"I love you to Nagisa."