Aarmau The Lemon Story

3 years later

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Years has past and only some was still getting nightmares about the lodge but most of all aphmau she felt lost week and responsible for the situation Aaron was in. But, only 2 days till she can see him but she still wakes up every night screaming so it will be impossible to hide her pain from Aaron.

Aphmau's p.o.v.

Omi. Omi. Omi. I am seeing Aaron so soon I need to start packing now but I dont know if I should pack the wolf ears and tail I have been sleeping in (it reminded me so much of him and this little act keeps my sanity) you know what I will but I will make sure to hide them.

Inside her bags(she has 3 bags a purple a red and a White) (please say if I forgot something) 

Sexy underwear X 3

Pajama X 10

Bikini X 5

Dress X 10

Underwear X 25(just for when the red tsunami hits)

Tampons X 10

Other Sanitary products X 6

Money X £900

Makeup X (entire collection(who else does this))

"I think that is it"

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But unknown to Aphmau when she through large purple luggage bag on the floor ready for packing, her penis shaped vibrator fell from on top of wardrobe making her unknowingly pack it. She set her 3 bags of belonging next to the door. "only 1 more night of loneliness then I can be with my love"

I ate my dinner of meat balls and went to bed staring at the empty void which is the other side of the bed. I lazily closed my eye ready to experience the terror within my head.

Dream

I walked off the plane to see Aaron standing there in the red jacket from the lodge.
"Aaron I missed you so so much"
"I didn't" he said with a cold face
"what!" I froze shocked unable to breath my eyes locked on his and the hatred from him eyes burned through my soul, mentaly punched me in the heart
"you almost killed me I hate you, I never loved you"
Those words repeated in my mind over and over until a hurricane of emotions swept over me and his words stabed me in the heart. it also tore each artery and vain from my body and was burned with the rageing fire from his eyes. Shattered. Full of fear. Afraid of rejection. And heart ache.

End of dream

I woke up screaming tears streaming from my eyes dehydrating the rest of my body. Leaving hardly a drop of liquid inside my heated yet cold body.

I finally got the motivation to leave my bed and get some nutritional breakfast into my grumbling stomach.

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It was time I boared the plane with Melissa by my side watching me closely.
I sat on one of the seats and put my earbuds in.

Melissa's eyes were fixed on me watching my every move.

"that is it what is the matter? You are seeing Aaron in less then 5 hours and you haven't smiled once"

"hhhhh fine I guess someone should know"I huffed knowing what was going to come
"do you know I wake up every morning screaming? Do you know the nightmare's I have gone through? Do you know I literally wear wolf ears and tail to bed since it is the only thing to keep my sanity? Do you know how much I have cried? Do you know I got a victim d deficiency because I wouldn't leave the house?(that is when you don't get enough sunlight)Do you know how many times I have cut myself hoping to go though the same pain as him?"

Her eyes filled with tears then she gave me a big hug and whipped away my tears that I shed while I said my speech.

"Can you tell me about your nightmares, please" she asked with sympathy

"last night was about meeting him I told him I missed him I told me he didn't and he hated me because I caused him pain I made us be apart he told me he never loved me I got stabed in the heart I couldn't breath I-i...." I just cried after that over and over with Melissa by my side comforting me.

" I don't know what you have gone thought, all I can say is when I was with him he never stoped asking to see you and sometimes he tried to sneak out. Aphmau he loves you to a point I don't think I will understand ever-yea I am sad and alone yea-but all I know is if you are afraid of him not wanting to see you then you shouldn't be he loves you with all his heart and I don't think that love will ever go away."

I cried from her words and for the first time in a while felt happy, felt warm on the inside.

I slepted for the rest of the ride and I didn't even have a nightmare it was a dream of all the good times I have spent with Aaron it'll the past it was nice.

Then we landed................