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chapter twelve

//Recap//

//everyone clears out of the garden and into a pub/club place where the after party was. And all Rye said was "talk to me later okay" i just nodded "okay" and we then went off to the after party.//

ANDY'S POV

Once we got to the after party no one mention the thing that had happened at the wedding after we did the toast and had some food it was all getting a bit overwhelming so I decided to tell Ryes mum that I was going back to Rye and i's hotel that we are staying in.

*at the hotel*

I was at the hotel on the bed on my phone when the door open and it was Rye.

Rye had walked in and came over to me and asked "hey love you want to talk about what happened earlier?" I nodded 'yes' with an unsure look on my face of how I will explain what had happened at the wedding.

So he started to walk over to me and sat next to me on the bed, there was complete silence till Rye broke it with "so um what exactly happened between the two of you?" He sounded very nervous but I don't know what he  had to be nervous about I'm the ONE THE NEARLY GOT RAPED  calm down Andy you know it's not his fault uh why is life so complicated I thought to myself and Rye was just staring at me I was getting really uncomfortable and didn't want to tell him because I don't know what will happen.

So I decided against it and say with a shaky voice "Rye I-I think I'm just not ready to tell you yet okay" and exhale he just looks at me a bit sad I'm guessing it's cause I don't want to tell him "okay" that's all he said still staring but honestly that's not my fault I didn't choose to be depressed or have anxiety.

I started to cry but I didn't realise it till Rye brought me into a hug but my thoughts drowned out all of Rye's sweet nothings

Fat

Ugly

Gay

Stupid

Worthless

No one loves you

Just die already

Why are you still here

And the one that hurt the most was

I wish I had an abortion with you

I was trying so desperately to get out of Ryes grip so I could run I know that Rye loves me but that's what I'm most scared of losing him to my parents. Eventually I get out of ryes grip and run run as fast as my legs can take me and right now I'm getting on a plane so I can go back to my parents and keep Rye, his friend and his family safe.

I know we literally just go married but I can't risk loosing him I love him way too much for that

(Rye and Andy convo over text)

Rye🥰❤️: babe where did you go?xx

Andy🥰💕: I'm fine there's no need too worry xx

Rye🥰❤️: well Andy I am worrying now plz just tell me where u when xx

Andy🥰💕: Rye I'm keeping you your family and friends safe okay I love you xx

Rye🥰❤️: Andy plz tell me xx

Rye🥰❤️: Andy xx

Rye🥰❤️:AnDy Xx

Rye🥰❤️: ANDY XX

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