You forgot JKxBTS |REWRITING|

Chapter 13

Jungkooks pov

'My head is throbbing' 'why is it throbbing?'.........'are you guys there hyung?'....'why is it so dark?'

Sudden light blinds me.

Where am I? I look around....this looks so familiar...

Then I see it....

'Dada?' I said. Or....my 8 year old self said...
'Is it good enough?'I asked. He scoffed. 'You or anything you ever do will never be "good enough"' he spat at me.

I remembered..... I just stood there. Smiling...I didn't want to disappoint my dad. 'O-ok dad! I will do my b-best!' I stuttered. 'I w-will d-do my b-best...' I whispered. He never acknowledged me...

I did, but he didn't. He just wanted to see me suffer... and I did.... I suffered.

'What do you want from me...' I said. Laying on the ground...looking up at my father. Tears in my eyes. 'I want your tears! Your pain! Your sadness....' he yelled at me.... 'you already got it dada.....and a bonus.....' I said. 'And what is that?!' He yelled. 'My love!' I said.

He looked taken aback. He stepped backwards. 'You heard right! Dad I still love you!!' I yelled. His face softened. 'I DON'T CARE IF YOU BEAT ME!!! HERE TAKE EVERYTHING I HAVE! DO IT!!!' I yelled. By now he had tears in his eyes. 'JUST TAKE MY ALL!!!' I yelled. 'Take my life! Because....I can live without living....but I can't live without someone I love....' I said. I collapsed. And I just sat there crying. 'I-is this it....dada?' I said. He ran forwards. I prepared for pain. But it never came....instead I felt a soft, warm embrace around me. I opened my eyes. My dad was hugging me. I started sobbing. I had longed for this.

'I love you' he said and stroked my hair. I closed my eyes. This was all I needed.

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I abruptly woke up and looked around. My hyungs were there....they looked after me. I felt my cheeks. My cheeks were wet. I looked up again. "Hyung?" I questioned. And with that they came launching at me, hugging me. I started crying again. 'God I'm such a crybaby...' I thought. "Jungkook?" Jin hyungs voice echoed in my ears. "Y-Yes h-hyung?" I said. "What were you saying?" He asked. I looked at him with a questioning face. "What was I saying?" I asked.

"You said something....I wrote it down...." suga hyung said. "O-oh...." I stuttered. He handed me the paper and gestured to read it out loud.

'I said he remembered me, but he suffered from love. I love you'

.......dad?

"Hold me..." I said. And I shot forwards to Jin. I hugged him. "H-hold me..." I said. "K-kookie.... are you ok?" He asked hugging back. "N-no, h-hyung" I stuttered. "D-dada..." I said. "W-What?" They said. "Dada...." I said once again. "M-my dada was mean! H-he hit me..." I confessed. They looked at each other and nodded.

"What did he do kookie?" Jin asked while rubbing circles on my back. "H-he said that I'll n-never be good enough!" I said. They tensed up. "J-jungkook did you listen to him?" Taehyung asked. "N-no h-hyung! I-i said that I-I still loved him!" I exclaimed. They looked taken aback by my words.

Hoseoks pov

This brings back so many memories....so many bad, bad memories.......

He seriously can't make himself hate anyone he loves... it's so touching....

I suddenly ran forwards and hugged him as tight as I could. "Jungkook! J-just remember that you're good enough for us! Y-you'll always be good enough! Don't ever think otherwise!" I cried out. He hugged me back. "With you...everything seems good enough" (a/n: feel free to use that as a quote) He said in a soft voice and kissed my head as I clinged around him.

Jin's pov

I felt emotional by jungkooks words. He then proceeded to signal us to come hug him and Hoseok also.

So we did! We hugged him and Hoseok. After a while we pulled away.
"OK!!!! Enough emotional stuff (a/n: we keepin it kid friendly! Don't be fooled...it's only temporary) I'm hungry..." Yoongi said. "Way to ruin the moment..." I said and rolled my eyes. "What you want me to starve?" He asked. "Good point! Let's go eat!" I yelled.

We all walked down. "I'm cooking tteokbokki!" I shouted. "Hyung!!! I wanna help!!" I heard jungkooks voice shout as he ran towards me like a child.

I cooed at the sight. "Ok c'mere kookie" I said. We then cooked together. And the others were talking about all kinds of stuff from heaven to hell.

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Yaayyyy another chapter down!! This was kinda flashback to jk's past. And hope you understood more of this book if you don't imma tell you.

Basically, jungkooks father was abusive and was since jk was born. Jungkook never cared about his mom and when she passed away, he felt bad and didn't want to make the same mistake of not caring about someone bc when they passed he realized that he never spent much time with her. So he basically cared very much for his father and stuff! I think you get the point!? So I just wanted to say..... THERE'S DIS DOOD WHO'S MEAN TO ME!! HE DOESN'T BELIEVE THAT I MADE THIS BOOK!?! CAN YOU BELIEVE HIM?? I even have a face reveal for guitars sake! Where I come from it's called bullying on high level... I don't like him! He's so full of himself! Ok, but seriously that is just a joke! (He is full of himself tho...) he was added in one of our groups on snap and said that I was gonna add him which I rejected(ofc) I added him cause....why not? Now I don't want anything to do with him...calling me bish at all times! The disrespect is real!

Anyhoes! (I said the kid friendly part was temporary) eat well, sleep well and take care my potaetoes!
I luuuuuvvv uuuuu💜💜💜💜