Starry eyed

Horror

ellie's pov

'What for tea do you make ellie?' 'I make some green to I love it but if you want another taste you can have it, I also have lemon' 'No ells I really like green tea' wow she likes green tea, this girl is best person I've ever met. After I've made some tea we sit on the couch eating some cookies with tea, perfect combination. We start the movie, it's 'the haunting in connecticut'. As soon as it starts to be scary she hides herself behind my back. 'sorry Ells but I'm really scared, I need to hide myself and you're the best option' she giggles. 'It's okay it's kind of cute to be honest'. 'THIS MOVIE IS WAY TO SCARY ELLIE' 'it's okay soph it's only a movie it will be fine' I comfort her and give her a hug. After the movie I see a relieved face but she's still a little scared. 'Soph?' 'Mm yea' 'if you're too scared to walk to your house you can sleep here?' 'that would be great, are you sure it's fine?' 'yes, I feel alone at night anyway, you can sleep in one of my pyjama's I have a lot and I don't mind'. It's true, I feel sometimes alone at night, I miss someone who is around me when I'm asleep, it just feels save. Soph smiles at me with a really cute smile.

But then she started to look serious and I look in her eyes, she looks like she isn't here anymore. 'SOPH! Are you okay?' I start to clap in my hands. She starts to breathe heavy. 'C-c-can I have some water please?' I start to run to the kitchen, grap a glass amd I fill it with water. 'Here it is dear' she shakes heavily. I put the glass on the table and give her a tight hug. She starts to breathe slower, and starts crying. 'Soph it's okay, you'll be fine' is what I whisper in her ear while I hug her. 'I'm so sorry Ellie, I'm so sorry'. She runs to the door. 'Sophie where are you going?' I yell I hear her crying. She opens the door and starts to run. I'll get my jacket and start to chase her. I run behind her and I see she is going to sit on a park bench I look at her, I don't think she sees me. She puts a cigarette in her mouth and starts to smoke. I walk closer to her.

'Darling, I'm here for you, but you just can't have a panic attack, crying and run away from me without telling me why, was it all because of me?' Tears fill my eyes. 'Ell.. Of course it wasn't you. The way you comforted me made me even feel better, I rather don't talk about it babe'. This is weird, but maybe she has been through a lot when she was younger, I still feel guilty. I still want to know why she ran away.. But that wasn't the reason of her panic attack because it happened after the hug..

'Soph since when do you smoke?' 'I usually don't smoke, only when I have stress it makes me feel relaxed, you know?' 'I know that feeling, I have smoked since I was 17 years old, but the last month I decided to smoke less, but now I can use a cigarette too' she gave me one, and I start to smoke. 'Sophie, love?' 'Yes Ellie?' ' Why did you run away after my hug?' She starts to blush. 'It's stupid..' 'Just tell me Sophie I told you I'll be here for you, I won't laugh at you and I won't be mad' 'Well..' There's a silence for a minute what feels like forever, I'm happy I have my smoke. '.... When you gave me that hug I felt so incredibly comfortable, I haven't felt this before okay..'

This is amazing, because I feel the same, but I've never had a crush on the same gender. Maybe I should go for it, boys will be boys.. And maybe is this even better than a boy and I love her.

Sophie's pov

'....I haven't felt this before okay' was the last thing someone said. After that Ellie said nothing she just stared at me. I feel so uncomfortable, what do normal persons after this. Well, I'm not normal because I probably like girls if I like Ellie.. 

Ellie starts to kiss Sophie unexpectly.

She just kissed me what, does that mean she likes me? I look at her, she has a confused look in her eyes.

A/N

SORRY ITS BEEN A LONG TIME AGO I UPDATED, A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON, DON'T KILL ME !!! :(

here it is, love you guys and dont forget to vote x hilda