Binhwan - Angels

What a day

Jinhwan

I woke up as I felt something on my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes to see Hanbin with his hand on my cheek. I blinked a few times and asked "Is there something wrong?"

He shook his head and smiled at me.

"Why are you holding me?" I asked him.

"I want to feel what it's like to hold you..." he answered softly.

There was something about Hanbin that I couldn't quite grasp. It's a familiar feeling like finding your baby photos and you realize that it's you. There's that something about him that's quite familiar that I just couldn't put my finger on it. Whenever I catch him staring at me there's a warm feeling in me. I feel like out of the three of them, I'm most comfortable with Hanbin.

"Why do I feel like I've known you for a long time?" I asked him.

I couldn't contain it. I couldn't really stop thinking about it anyway. He pulled his hand away from my cheek and answered "It's because we've always been here. I've always, always stayed by your side. Never leaving you even if you were asleep. Never letting anything happen to you. Never letting go of you." He said.

I didn't understand what he meant.

"You said you felt love right?" he said.

I nodded as an answer "what would you do if you have the chance to become one with the one you love? Would you risk everything just to be with them?" he asked.

I thought for a moment and asked "Does this person love me too?" he looked flustered. But he answered "I'm not sure..."

"Well... Even if I love that person... If I don't know whether that person loves me back or not... Then I won't push that person. I'll wait until that person loves me back before I become one with that person." I explained. "You can't really force someone to love you back just because you love them."

He's probably asking me about marriage and all that. Well, I didn't know angels could get married but oh well...

I sat up on my bed and Hanbin stared at me.

"Why do you always stare at me?" I asked after a feeling conscious of his stare.

I'm really curious why. He just smiled at me and said "Mortals are beautiful beings."

That's it? That's why he was staring at me all day? I sighed and chuckled.

"You're really funny." I said. I looked around and the two other angels weren't there again.

"Where are the others?" I asked.

"They went to rest." He said.

"So... you rest too?" I asked.

"They do. I don't." he answered.

"Why?" I asked again.