New School Life | JenLisa

chapter 11: last year was fake?!

l i s a p o v

it's been 2 months since i moved here.

i like this school, the students and teachers likes me and were so nice at me.

but my old school wasn't like that to me.

they're so judgemental and fucking homophobic.

can't they just support me?

and unexpectedly i felt a tear..

i was sobbing..

remembering the past.

i sobbed and cried in the old hall.

my cries was so loud and didn't notice it.

then i felt a hand comforting me.

and i saw momo with a frown, i can't believe that i made her sad just from seeing me like this.

"lisa.. are you remembering the past again?"

"yes." i said in cracked voice.

"look lisa, i know it's hard but you should focus on what is good right now, like, look at your fangirls out there! i'm even jealous of you. haha."

momo talked to me and adviced me then she keep telling lame jokes to brighten the mood.

i'm glad that i met her.

"thank you momo for comforting me and staying by my side."

"sure lisa, i'm your best friend after all." momo smiled.

we got out of the old hall and we headed to our class.

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dismissal.

i waved goodbye to my best friend momo and got out of the school gate.

when i was about to walk i saw a beautiful girl talking to one of my classmates.

she's familiar..

then i saw my classmate pointing her finger to me.

wait, this beautiful girl..

she is from my old school, and she was my crush!

this is so unexpected.

i frowned looking at the girl.

the beautiful girl's name is bae joo-hyun.

her nickname is irene.

she is nice to everybody except for me, she was judging me for being like this.

but it was last year, just forget it.

then the two of them went closer to me.

i was panicking and having anxiety attack right now.

i don't know what to do.

what if she will judge me again? what if-

then i felt arms around me.

irene was hugging me.

"u-hh..d-"

irene stopped hugging me and faced me.

"no, let me speak first, lisa. i know that you're afraid of me because of what had happened last year because of the issue, don't misunderstand. i'm here to apologise and speak to you." irene said.

irene signs my classmate to go home since we will talk privately.

"uhm.. okay." i simply said.

we sat on the near bench we found.

"sorry lisa for judging you." irene said.

i hummed in response.

my eyes went watery because of her just saying that.

"oh no, don't cry.. lisa. i don't wanna see you crying." she frowned and hugged me.

"i'm so sorry, please mean it. because i've been in your situation before."

my eyes went wide open from what she said.

"what?!"

"yes lisa, i'm bi honestly. i confessed to my crush when it was my first year of high-school. when i confessed to her, she rejected me and judged me for being like this, i didn't know she was homophobic that time.. sigh." irene sighed.

we were the same.. after all.

"to move on, i moved to this school, your old school lisa. what you're thinking right now is correct, we were the same after all." irene said seriously.

"so you just pretended that you hate me?"

"yes lisa.. u-uhm.. i came here to find you. i confessed to my friends that i'm bi and they disliked me from that." irene said sobbing.

"oh god... but you didn't hide it anymore, irene."

"but it's okay, i will move to your school hehe." irene said happily.

"you what?!"

"i said i will move to your school, lisa." irene said.

"omg yes!"

irene hugged me again but tighter.

we laughed and chatted through the afternoon..

she is fun to talk with.

i asked her if we can be friends, she surely accepted it.

she's nice, like how nice she is to everyone from old school.

so the past was..

fake?

yes it is fake yet so real.

the other students were homophobic except for irene.

she is my crush in the past, but when i see her.. why isn't my heart not beating madly?

when i see her at school last year, my heart beats madly.

maybe now, i see her as a friend.

i have a crush on jennie, she is what i want.

i r e n e p o v

i'm so glad i met you again.. lisa.

i rejected you last year because i'm afraid to my friends that they will judge me for having a girlfriend..

because

i have a huge crush on you.

i'm afraid that you will hate me because of what happened in the past.

but still, seeing you again made me happy.

i'm such an idiot for rejecting you.. judging you..

i'm so sorry..

but i will try my best to get you..

lisa.

to be continued.

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