Don't tell me what I don't already know.... [Black Butler fanfic]

Chapter 1: They just won't go away..

Chapter 1: It won't go away

My pet panther 'Chrissy' played with my feet and it was hard not to giggle. Soon my mother walked in with puffy eyes and a knife in her hand. The naive age of 2, eager to know what's going on. Tears streamed down her face, in large loads.

"Mommy, what going on?" I asked frantically. She didn't answer within the few minutes. I started to cry, and she saw me in a attempt to comfort me. A warm hug was given. I cried in her arms and she cried too.

"I love you.. My sweet Andistella. Here." she handed me a ring and a necklace. It was all I had left.

"Your father wants you to see him after this. Please, forgive me!" was all she said before she stabbed herself. Leaving me alone to cry in my room. I wonder what my father wants.

"Hello, my dear daughter. Where's your mother?" he asks with a huge smirk on his face. I swear that man can be the death of me.

"Daddy, she's dead! She stabbed herself!" I ran to him asking for a embrace but didn't get it. Only a smirk and a evil glare.

"Your mother killed herself because she hates you. I hate you, everyone in our family hates you! Killing ourself is the only way out. Am I correct?" he asks. I just sat there surprised. They hate me? What have I done?

"I don't understand." was the only words that came out of my mouth until it was replaced with a blood boiling scream. My father had shot himself.

I ran around the manor, looking for the servants. No where. Until I looked outside, they all of them were hung by a tree. Lifeless. My screams were all I heard before I blacked out.

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I woke up. Sweat running and my breathing unsteady.

"I believe it happened again. Those damn memories! Why can't they go away!?" I sobbed to myself. Alone. Again. This time forever.