Bullied By One Direction *Editing*

Chapter 11

"I was so stupid for letting you go. But I-I-I know you're the still the one." ~ Still The One, One Direction.

Here's chapter 11 ;)

*Not Edited*

Liam Pov

I sighed as Alexis hung up the phone on me, I really didn't mean to call her a bitch or get mad at her. "Babe are you okay?" India asked me as she sat down. "No, it's not okay. I called her a bitch and yelled at her, I fucked up badly." I muttered running my hand through my hair. "C'mon get over her, you have something better than her." She purred running her hand down my chest.

I grabbed her hand and took them off my chest, "Not now Indy, I'll be right back. I'm going to visit Zayn." I said and got up and ran outside, I heard a faint 'I love you'. I took my phone out and dialed Zayn, "Hello?"

"Zayn can I come over?" I asked, "I'm not home, why?" Zayn asked me. I sighed, "I need somebody to talk to and I know Louis and Harry are either fucking and Niall is with his girlfriend." I huffed out a breath. "Well I'm with Niall at his girlfriends house wanna come over?" He asked me, "Yeah sure, text me the address and I'll be there." I said. "Hurry! I don't wanna be a third wheel." I laughed and hung up.

I got into the car and typed in the address Zayn texted me into the GPS  and with that I was on my way.

Alexis Pov

Zayn just came back from the bathroom and that was an awfully long time. "What took you so long, your ice cream melted." I pointed to his melted blob of ice cream. "Oh well, Niall can I talk to you and Daisy in private?" Zayn asked. Niall nodded and Daisy stood up and followed Zayn to the other room. I shrugged my shoulders probably something else happened that is between those three, I don't wanna be nosy.

I heard the doorbell ring and I was confused because nobody knows I live here. I got up from the couch and went to open the door and it was the man I'm still love with and it's hurting my heart was standing there. "Why are you here Payne?" I snapped, Liam looked at me confused "Alexis what're you doing here?" He asked me.

"Cut the bullshit, I asked a question and you answer it, why are you here?" I snapped. "I don't know I felt really guilty for saying all those stuff over the phone and I needed somebody to speak to and Zayn was the only one available. So I dialed him up and he.... told.... me... to... come.... here. Zayn!!" Liam gasped in realization. "I'm sorry Lexis, but can you speak to me in private?" Zayn yelled and I sighed heavily and stepped aside to let Liam in.

I stomped over to where Zayn was and he was right by my closet that only locks from the outside, it's stupid. "I'm sorry Alexis but this is for your own good." Before I can register what Zayn just said I was adruptly pushed into the closet. "Zayn!! What the hell!! Let me out!!" I yelled and pounded over the door. I kept pounding for what seems like forever until the door opened and I felt someone on top of me and the door closed again.

I looked up at the person that fell on me was Liam. I got up and pounded on the door again, "Zayn!! You little shit let me out!! Watch when I come out of here, I'm going to wring your sorry ass by your neck!!" I pound louder on the door. "Oooh feisty, me likey," I heard Zayn's distinctive voice behind the door. "Anyways, we're not going to let you out until you guys settle your differences aside." Zayn yelled over my pounding, I eventually stopped because it's no use.

I slid down the wall and gripped my hair and sighed loudly. "When you'd get that?" Liam asked pointing to my wrists, I looked towards where he was pointing and it was my tattoos I got two months after I moved from the boys flat. Each wrist has a word on it my left wrist had Stay and my right wrist had Strong.

They were written in cursive with dark green ink, I absentmindly touched them and grazed my fingers over it. "I got it two months after I moved. I was depressed and all every time I looked at my wrist they were taunting me to cut it open and let blood come out again. So I got a tattoo to cover my wrist and every time I look at it, I read it and stayed strong." I explained. "That's deeps," Liam says looking at me.

"I'm not gonna lie, I miss you so much Liam, but you caused us so much pain. Everybody thinks you're a cheater and I'm just a foolish girl who fell for a man like you." I whispered. "Nobody knows the real me, hell, even I don't know the real me and I know who does and it's you." Liam sat on the floor and grabbed my hand. I sat on the ground and looked at Liam, I wanted to cry but I had to stay strong.

"You know that marriage isn't even real, it's all management." Liam said touching my tattoo. I ripped my hand from his and looked at him angrily, "Stop blaming shit on management, I get it it's all management but you also have a right to say no, and if you don't you're guilty as charge too." I hissed. "Okay it's kinda my fault, but I still love you too. I don't even love India, I don't wanna even marry her, I wanna marry you." Liam cried.

I sighed and got up to check if the door was lock, luckily it wasn't lock. I opened it and slammed the door close, "Did you two settle your differences?" A voice asked behind me, I jumped and turned around and saw Zayn.

"What kind of best friend are you?! I hate you Zayn!! I made Liam cry and it's all your fault!" I yelled and ran into the bathroom, I locked it and trashed everything in it.

Glass items fell and broke, I glanced at one of the pieces taunting me. I shakily grabbed it and held it to my face, I pierced the glass into my face and carved an arch into my face. I screamed in pain and dropped the glass with blood coming from the sharp point. "Alexis open up this door right now!!" I heard banging.

I blocked out the banging and I looked at myself in the mirror and my eyes rolled to the back of my head and I fell onto the floor, slipping in and out of conscious, until suddenly I was consumed into darkness.

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That took a long time to update, but school is chewing my ass out right now!

Alexis cut herself on her face since she couldn't cut herself over her tattoos, :(. The next chapter will reveal it all people, until next time stay sexy.

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