Resnesmee-
I woke up early on the morning of my 17th birthday. I slowly walked from the cottage. I saw Jacob outside, as usual, waiting for me to wake up.
But when I saw him, something changed. Jake Is my best friend. I love him. But I never imagined this.
My heart raced out of control. I couldn't breathe. It took all of my self control not to sprint to him, wrap my arms around him, and kiss him again and again.
"Nessie?" He said in the most beautiful tone of voice. Did he always sound so amazing? He obviously heard my heart start to race. His brow puckered when I didn't respond. Wow, his copper skin was so gorgeous!
He started to take a step, but hesitated. I still hadn't responded. I suppose he realized he couldn't just leave me there not breathing.
He raced over to me, picked me up and squeezed me tight. His eyes scanned the forest. Looking for danger, I assumed.
Then as if he had realized something, his big brown eyes looked slowly down at me. I couldn't control myself then.
I took his face prisoner in between my hands and attacked. He seemed overjoyed. He couldn't help but smiling as much as possible during my incessant kissing.
His lips were so soft. A tremble went through my spine. It was as if there was warmth all through to the core of my being.
He carried me, as tight as possible without hurting me, back to the cottage. We sat down on the loveseat- appropriately named- without breaking the kiss.
I began getting lightheaded, then dizzy. I realized I still wasn't breathing. I broke away from the kiss gasping for air. Jake was not nearly done yet, and he was no where near giving up. It seemed as if he had been waiting for this for too long.
He simply just moved down to my neck. Thank god Mom and Dad were hunting this weekend. Dad would have killed us both.
He went back for my mouth and I let him. He secured one hand on the nape of my neck and one on my waist, grasping the fabric there, almost ripping it.
Was I ready for this? I mean I have been in love with Jake for all of 5 minutes. But, it is not like he is a random guy. He Is my Jacob. I have known him ever since I was born. So is it okay?
He sensed my hesitation. He slowly stopped kissing me, which I did not approve of and said, "I love you."
That did it. I barely got out an 'I love you too' before I attacked him again, throwing myself onto him. He kissed me back with much enthusiasm, and then unwillingly, it seemed, he stopped. He was on me now.
He sat up and sat me up as well.
He whispered out of breath, "Are you sure you want to do this now?"
"Yes." I replied too quickly without thinking about it.
He laughed. "Nessie, I don't want to do anything you are not ready for."
I sighed. Mom and dad must be coming back. I listened hard.
Yep, I hear them.
"Later then," I would not forget.
He laughed again.
"How close are they?" I asked.
He smiled and said, "They will be here any minute."
I grimaced. "Are they mad at me?"
He was taken off guard. "Mad at you? For what?"
"Well, I don't know, trying to seduce you?" I said sarcastically.
He sighed, "It worked."
I heard my Mother and Father Seconds away. I stopped breathing.
