Stay With Me.... Please?

Stay With Me... Please? Part 1

Kylie's POV:

"I can't do this anymore..." I whisper, I got more hate on Twitter.... About 500 plus posts of nothing but hate, directed towards me....

All because the public found out that Ellington Ratliff, from R5, is my brother.

@Kylie_DaCurlz_Ratliff

Why are you alive? Nobody likes you! I feel sorry for Ellington, he has YOU for a sister!

@Kylie_DaCurlz_Ratliff

Please, just go die. You're ugly, stupid, unloved, and worthless. EVERYONE hates you!

I cry into my pillow and read more of the posts. My brother tries to stop the hate, but not with much success....

I pull out a piece of paper, and a pen, and start writing my goodbyes.

Dear Ell,

I'm sorry I can't take it anymore.... I'll miss you, I love you so much... Thank you for loving and protecting me... You always made me laugh whenever I felt bad....

I guess I can't laugh through this one.... I'm gonna miss you, I know you only have one twin.... Sorry she's leaving so soon....

To Rydel and Kenna,

Thanks for always being there, and coming when I call... Even if I just wanted a hug. I love you both, you're the sisters I never had...

To Ross, Ryland, and Rocky:

Thanks for being there guys. I love you all like my other brothers. I don't have much time, so I can't say much else.... I love you guys, sorry....

To mom and dad,

I'm sorry for not being successful, and funny, like Ell. I'm sorry I couldn't be a better daughter.....

Dear Stormie and Mark (AKA Mom and Dad #2)

Thanks for dealing with me, and taking me in as child #6. I love you both.

Last, but not least.... Riker,

Oh Riker.... Where do I start? Well first off, I'm sorry... I broke our promise... "Never leave me... No matter what." Remember?

I'm sorry for breaking my promise.... I wanted to say.... I love you.... And I'll miss you..... I can't say much else..... I'd rather tell you, but I can't....

I'm sorry everyone.... I love you all... I just can't handle the hate, it's everywhere.... My texts, all social media, face to face.... Everywhere... Please forgive me.

Tears stain the page as I lay it on my bed. I set my cellphone by the letter and walk into my bathroom and shut the door.

I cry into my hands and pull my pocket knife out of the cupboard. I take one last look in the mirror, my brunette hair is messed up from crying. My blue green eyes are red and bloodshot.

With one last glance, I say goodbye, and slide the knife across my wrist. I push hard enough to cut deep, I wince and slit my other wrist. "Kylie? You in there??" Ell calls from my bedroom door, he bangs on it.

I hear my door open as I slice my other wrist twice. The edges of my vision start to black out, my breath quickens, here comes the end.....

Ellington opens the door and gasps, he's holding my suicide letter in his hand. "Kylie!" He yells, picking me up bridal style and runs downstairs.

"Rocky! Call 911!!!!" He screams, I start fading faster, "Ell..." I croak, he looks down at me with tears in his eyes. "Hold on, sis...." He says, he starts wrapping something around my cuts.

I hear sirens outside and yelling, suddenly I'm being lifted onto a stretcher. "Hold on Kylie! Please!" Ell calls, I slowly start fading out of consciousness. I finally black out, but I know I'm still alive.

Riker's POV:

I hear my phone go off as I drive down to Kylie and Ell's. I pick it up and put it on speaker, "Hello?" I say.

"Riker, it's Rocky.... K-Kylie tried to kill herself.... We're at Lakeview Hospital.... Get here quick, they don't know how long she has...." He says, his voice cracked and shaky, before he hangs up.

Tears fill my eyes as I quickly drive to the hospital, my best friend might die? No! No, I haven't told her how I feel... Why her? Why someone so perfect, so beautiful, so kind?

I can't survive without her..... I pull into the hospital parking lot and park by the entrance, then I run inside. "Kylie Ratliff, she came into emergency... I'm a part of her family." I say, I know it's a lie but I'll say anything to see her.

"Room 236." The desk lady says flatly. I rush upstairs to her room, the Ratliff's are all in the small room, and so is my family. I rush straight to Kylie's side, tears finally flowing.

Her arms are wrapped in bandages, and her beautiful face is pale. I stare at her in disbelief, this couldn't be the happy, beautiful Kylie I know.... But it is....

"Guys, could I have a moment alone with her?" I ask, not taking my eyes off of her. "Sure." Cheryl says, ushering everyone out of the room.

Once I'm alone with her, I break down crying. "K-Kylie, you can't leave me.... I never told you how I really feel! S-Stay..... Stay with me..... Please....." I beg.

To be continued......