Ack.
So, I really wanna join something, but I don't know if it would be i good idea if did get accepted-
Yeah I would make some new friends,
But I also have this weird maybe-anxiety thing??
Like, I was invited to three fake weddings, they started and I didn't know, and I wouldn't let myself attend?? I was watching happen in my feed and seeing everyone being happy, but I didn't want to join in the middle of it, like it would be weird, and I wouldn't be wanted...
Also I'm a gigantic pushover.
